i havent found myself yet. i dont know who i am, or who i want to be. im still looking. (look with me?)
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asks and messages are always open!! i volunteer as That Random Person to rant to about anything at all, happy or sad, complicated or simple. just come find me and i'll be here for ya
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hi guys uh.. my name is lemon and this is my little corner of the internet!! grab a cushion and a drink to settle down, or pass through and get to wherever youre headed (if there is a destination in mind at all).
more under cut!!
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✧ sixteen
✧ ace
✧ aro-spec/cupioromantic (im figuring things out)
✧ enfp-t if you believe in these things
✧ love language: physical touch
✧ languages: english and mandarin chinese if i try really really hard
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currently infatuated with:
✦ tgcf
✦ mdzs
✦ woh
✦ marauders
✦ skz
✦ f1
✦ marvel (but bucky barnes in particular)
✦ musicals (hamilton, six, epic!)
✦ c-dramas (ding yuxi ily)
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hobbies include:
✧ looking at pictures of sharks
✧ finding pretty words in a pretty order
✧ blasting music in headphones and staring into space
✧ daydreaming about love
✧ watching sunsets
✧ looking at the stars and thinking
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what you'll find here:
✦ posts and reblogs surrounding my infatuations
✦ random thoughts that i would like to shout into an abyss (not available) so i write them down instead
✦ a friend (me)
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the vibes i (aspire to) bring to the function:
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➸ desperately trying to replicate the aesthetic tumblr pins saved to my pinterest boards but the fanarts and fan snippets are calling my name
➸ i swing wildly between being silly and drowning in emotions
➸ often on here when im supposed to be asleep but life is full of disappointments (im life)
➸ if given the chance i will make picrew and random uquiz results my entire personality
➸ always secretly panicking about not having my life planned out
➸ tea >>> coffee
➸ partially made of song lyrics i think
➸ scared of the unknown (but really, who isn't?)
➸ cant tag properly oops
➸ known for: filling my head with so many thoughts they overflow (as words or tears dependent on mood, time and the weather)
➸ scribbled down as an afterthought at 1:27am
➸ i can be funny i promise
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♫ now playing: corduary dreams by Rex Orange Country
♫ [ spotify link: here ]
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rules:
✧ please be nice
✧ no yelling angrily at each other (or at me)
✧ okay thats it have fun
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current projects:
✦ journaling/scrapbooking
✦ reading more (book recs? fic recs? send them my way!!)
Some things about this post since getting quite a few notes:
1. If you see this post, highly recommend taking it as an opportunity to set a timer for 15 minutes and switch over to ACTIVITY YOU ENJOY. if after those 15 minutes, you want to go back to scrolling, that's okay!
2. Huge shout out to this popping up in my notifs often, bc I do go back to activity.
3. I think there are times where scrolling is fine. Right now, for example, I'm being connected to a machine for two hours to donate plasma and platelets. Yes this is a brag but it is also a time where scrolling is one of the few things I can do. (Though I will probably also read or watch something on phone lol)
hey don't cry. on december 3, 1926, agatha christie went missing for eleven days and because the uk police didn't know what to do they recruited sir arthur conan doyle, creator of master detective sherlock holmes, but all he did was conduct a séance to try and contact her distressed spirit
The resulting “nanopasta” can then be spun into a tiny mat about 2 centimetres across. While it isn’t intended as food, Clancy says that it should be safe to eat, but is reticent to talk about having tried it. “It’s an ethical quandary to talk about scientific self-experimentation,” he says. “But, hypothetically, one might expect it to be chewier than you’d expect.”
we all know adult humans dont get enough enrichment but the other day i was walkin home past an empty playground and impulsively ran over to spin myself on this zipline merry-go-round contraption for a few minutes and it really did feel like it unlocked some neglected part of my brain. like damn we really should all go outside and play more. fuck. they werent kidding with this play time thing. have you guys heard about play time. it could be huge.
