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[blissfulbluee]

I wanna hear more about the vampire Gi-hun x Human In-ho au 🥰

helloooo thank you so much! if you wanna here more i created a tag (i will tag it below) for this. since this asked i have answered a lot more asks!

but to add more than that, i love imagining a little bat gi-hun crawling into in-ho's jacket pocket. or maybe in-ho cradling him in his hands. you cannot tell me bat gi-hun is not an incredible concept...

[breadandlottery]

Strange game

Ahhh sorry I missed this ask yesterday💖

This is the next chapter to this fic that I have been trying to write for ummmmmm nine months now? I had a good portion of it written even before I posted the most recent chapter (“recent” lol. July).

Gonna ramble more under the cut (tw for implied noncon)

But I spent a long time torn on how I wanted it to go, and then when I thought I decided, I realized I wasn’t quite sure how to make it work. And that it probably wouldn’t work with the draft I’d already started.

It’s also way darker than what I usually write and so getting into that headspace can be a challenge. The chapter and most of the fic is Inho pov, and he’s doing some truly heinous shit to Gihun. I think my main struggle is how in control Inho is or isn’t at any given time. On the one hand, he believes he’s approaching their “interactions” from a very sterile, clinical point of view. On the other hand, he’s completely un-self aware and losing control over the situation, and himself, bit by bit.

What he’s planning and doing in this chapter is really making it harder and harder for him to maintain these delusions he has about his motivations and perceived control. I’ve fiddled with it a bunch since then but I just haven’t been happy with anything I’ve written down. It’s been very hard to find and convey the right balance of ignorance and self-awareness.

Snippet that I kinda liked, but will probably be cut:

The muffled, wounded sound embeds itself deep in a part of himself he can’t acknowledge— a part that sees vulnerability and wants to pounce, to peel it back like dead skin until it catches and bleeds, to lap it up, sloppy and gluttonous.

[blissfulbluee]

Happy birthday Bliss! I know entering your 20s sounds scary, but it can be exciting as well! These will be the years when you will discover and learn the most about yourself, about the world, about what you truly want and don't want.

There will be many trials and errors, even moments of discomfort or fear, but believe me you will also have a lot of fun!

🩷✨

thank you so much lenore😭😭😭😭 god you guys are so kind and touching.

this is so sweet to me. im so excited to learn more and spend my 20s with yall. i love you so much lenore! <3

[unintelligiblezombienoises]

BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD 🫶🫶🫶. Once you're given this award, you're supposed to paste it in the ask of eight people who deserve it. If you break the chain, nothing happens but it's sweet to know so. You're a lovely person dear 🥰😘💕

YOU GUYSSSS ♥️🥹 I don’t really have the energy to participate in things like this, but I’m so touched that y’all thought of me!!! I am overwhelmed with love

Listen my eldritch skeleton arms can stretch out to impossible lengths so just envision me hugging all of you at once in a way that is both wholesome and deeply unsettling ♥️♥️♥️