#lenya talks

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Throwback to fifth grade when a girl from my class told me she was bi and explained what that meant and I was like "shit sounds legit, that way you have more options" and still had internalised biphobia two years later when I noticed attraction towards people of the same sex

And of course to eighth grade when my boyfriend of that time told me he was born into the wrong body and actually felt like a boy and I was like "yeah makes sense, stuff like that happens" and still had internalised transphobia and doubts whether my gender was valid when I realised that I'm nonbinary three years later

[mothmans-cumrag]

I outed myself as non-binary in English class today, and asked the others to use they/them pronouns, and my teacher was really cute and supportive! <3

She actually corrected herself when saying "... He or she - or they, can..." It was so goddamn relieving to be referred to with the correct pronouns outside of the internet, like damn

Is this how cis people feel?

[mothmans-cumrag]

Boy there really is nothing that can compare to wearing your comfort hoodie while singing and dancing in a pitch dark room to your favourite music from your noise cancelling headphones after a day of visual overstimulation, huh

[mothmans-cumrag]

Curious children are great when they ask you about stuff that is/was a hiperfixation of you, I just explained the immune response, what salt is on a molecular level and different Harry potter houses to a nine year old

[mothmans-cumrag]

Confessing to your crush: Boring, has been done countless of times

Writing a song minutes after your crush left your flat: Fun, creative, good to let your feelings out

[mothmans-cumrag]

"I recognise that you are wearing a mask as well and I want to thank you for doing your best at stopping the spread of Covid 19"

Is a really hard sentence in terms of conveying it in a single nod

[mothmans-cumrag]

I'm seriously held back bc I think about quitting school but wouldn't that just mean letting society win?

[mothmans-cumrag]

The worst thing about deciding to miss a day of school because you're sick when you are an adult is that you alone made this decision and are now missing a day of school, just because you're sick.