I always feel alone, i always feel like my heart is damaged to the point of no repair, how can you sit across from me smiling at me.. loving me.. when i cant even stand to look or love myself ? What do YOU see inside me that i cant see ? Whats the secret....whats the angle..i feel the water run down my body, i feel the tears run down my face, i feel the blood run down my arms and stain the water beneath my feet...i feel pain, nothing but pain and you ! You just smile like im somebody, how? Where ? Why? I wish i can see me the way you see me , looking in the mirror even now all i see is a shell of a person staring back at me, a shell of a girl i used to be, a ghost nothing more, nothing less, just a walking ghost of a wannabe human being.....