@lethabelas SAID: “ don’t beat yourself up over this . be kind to yourself , it’s not your fault . ” HURT / COMFORT ( 𝐀𝐂𝐂𝐄𝐏𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆. )
Slowly his head shakes, rubbing his face with hands that end in bony fingers covered in countless tiny cuts. When he takes them away they reveal a humourless smile. “ Please don’t say that. It’s hardly that I want to place too much importance on myself... “ Now he must laugh but it’s equally devoid of joy. “ To think that for the majority of my life I just wanted to be left alone... Then I placed a bomb in the chantry of Kirkwall and sent it all to the heavens. You are welcome to twist this as you wish but that was the start of that war. At least one of the many that’s going on at the moment. I know, Corypheus would have happened regardless, but I sure made it easier for him. The Conclave happened because of the mage rebellion. “
With a sharp breath he stands up, hands shaking. “ I didn’t want him to control me and yet... it still very much feels like I played into his hand. My hands are stained with the blood of countless more than those in Kirkwall. “














