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Tillie had assumed that she would leave class with answers, but all that has filled her mind since that day are troubling, wild questions. She supposes she had been foolish to be excited about any of this. and perhaps even naïve. They had all gone looking for some proof, and now they had surely found it. But the weight of the situation had finally settled over her and any feelings she'd had before of interest or excitement had been replaced by fear and horror. There was still a part of her that was convinced it was all a sham - a trick of the light. Maybe Dom had fooled them well. Maybe they had all experienced some collective folie à deux. Anything would be better than to admit the implications of what they had seen. She has tried for days to forget it all, but this electric poke or recollection persists and she is shocked at her center, wound up in the spot like a toy and unable to settle down.
She had dreamt of the frog for two nights now, its limp body suddenly becoming animated in Dom's confident hand. Mostly, she thought of the gasping croak it made. She could've sworn that just before it jumped away that it gave her a confused look...
After another sleepless night she begins an aimless stroll around the campus. Her body moves automatically forward, searching for some place that might allow for respite. Her room was a no - she had spent far too much time inside of it and somehow the space had started to feel like an amphitheater for her thoughts. Baker Hall was busier and louder, but there were too many eyes around to witness her anxious demeanor. Her feet bring her to the library, seemingly the only space that ever brought her any sense of peace. She doubts she will find peace today, but it is worth trying. She paces the empty aisles, fingers lazily grazing the book spines as she recounts under her breath everything that she saw in French class. It was an attempt to prevent her from forgetting it. Mostly, she hoped that if she repeated it enough times it would sound so ridiculous that she could convince herself that it never truly happened in the first place. She is deep in her mantra when she spots another member of her French class. Briskly and quietly she walks over to them, grabbing their arm and pulling them into an empty section. "So are we just going to pretend like that wasn't completely insane?" She whispers harshly, peeking over her shoulder and theirs to make sure no one was listening.











