Living in fear of each result, every stick and poke and prod. Looking to my doctors like they’re gods, when they’re humans just like me. Barely understanding the oddity of my body, and how it, “keeps them on their toes”.
And the reality of it is that nobody knows, and when I bare the questions burning in my soul, all I get is, “we honestly dont know,”. and all I can say to that is I honestly don’t know why this had to happen to me.
Where did I go wrong, and could I have changed. the outcome if i tried ? Or was I just conveniently crafted, and placed on this planet with my life purpose set to die .
-S. Blei
