"It Was Always You." | Erwin / Levi x Reader ~ Chapter 4 (Levi SMUT 18+)
Hey all, this scene happens after the events in chapter 3. If you're choosing our dear Levi, then read ahead! (Note: you could also read this as a standalone Levi piece) A short Erwin ending will be to follow. Enjoy~
Chapter index: Chapter One, Chapter Two ~ Erwin SMUT 18+, Chapter Three, Chapter Four ~ Levi Ending SMUT 18+
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Chapter Four - Levi
"It's Always Been You."
The entire scouts were gathered at the banquet hall, everybody prepared to drink their tensions away before the upcoming battle. The night had just started but it was already loud with the sound of pre-battle excitement.
A quick scan of the crowd told you that the blonde commander of the scouts, Erwin, hadn’t decided to show.
Who you did see though, standing off to the side trying to stay out of the action, was your squad captain and best friend.
Levi stood against a post watching the scene. His sharp brows were narrowed in their usual scowl. His dark good looks made even more dashing by the shadows that surrounded him.
Levi met your eyes not a moment after you noticed him, a proof of your telepathic connection. You watched his eyebrows soften in recognition. You thought you’d decided what you felt for Levi was friendship, but in that moment, as you felt your heart jump into your throat with hope and longing at the sight of seeing him, you realized that you were already on the way to the other side of love.
You headed toward him, despite the regret twisting your gut.
“Hey,” he said as you approached. The soft caring tone of his voice washed over you, melting you down to your essence.
“Enjoying the party?” you said, doing your best to force your lips into a grin.
In response, he looked you up and down. His eyes lingered on your hips where the high cut of your jeans accentuated your curves. “I wasn’t,” he said. “You know I never enjoy these things. I only came here for you.” His eyes met yours once again.
You knew he was part bluffing. Despite his catlike disinterest in everything, he really did like showing up for his team. It was another thing you admired about him.
“Levi, we—”
“We need to talk,” he finished your sentence for you. “Do you still remember your promise to spend some time with me?” His eyebrow tilted in the way it did when he was being half sarcastic.
You felt yourself blushing as you looked away. “Of course, whenever you’re ready.”
“Good, I was getting impatient. Shall we get out of here, then?” Awareness flashed in his eyes when you didn’t take his outstretched hand. “This isn’t going to be easy, is it?” He sighed. “Come on.” He guided his hand to the small of your back instead. You headed out into the night air.
The quiet of your surroundings amplified the awkward tension between you. You watched as Levi paused for a moment to stare at the moon.
It’s so nice to be with him. The thought struck you, and you realized you could spend an eternity like this, just standing next to him watching him gaze into the distance. You noticed the smoothness of his cheeks, the kindness of his eyes, the softness of the dark hair that fell against his face. “Levi, I—” you started.
“—Before you continue on, there’s something I want to tell you first.” The depth of Levi's voice made the words hang in the air for an extra few seconds after he said them.
You met his eyes, despite the nervous butterflies dancing in your tummy. “Yes, what is it?” As you stared at him, a slow passionate flame started to swirl through his steel gaze.
“I’m not satisfied being just your friend,” he said.
The air took on a vibrant pulse. Like a sleeping dragon made itself present in the sky, the particles around you took on a charge, and the ground suddenly felt very unsteady.
“What do you mean?” you said, taking a step back, even though his meaning was obvious from his statement.
He stepped toward you. “I know I probably shouldn’t be saying this, I understand you have your own things going on but, I want you to know something…” He stepped closer, but this time you stopped yourself from stepping back. You allowed him to approach until his hand gently touched your elbow. “These feelings shouldn’t be possible for someone like me,” he said. “And because of that, I can’t ignore them.” The full moon in the night sky lifted the colour of Levi’s eyes to a light silver. As he leaned in close the dragon in the sky awoke and began wrapping itself around your limbs.
“I… I don’t understand,” you said.
“What I’m saying is, (M/C), that I want you to give me a chance. I want you to pretend that what you and Erwin have isn’t relevant, and how would you feel if it was just me and you.”
Your heart melted. The dragon loosened its hold just slightly, and you felt yourself subconsciously reaching for Levi.
“I don’t need to know if you feel the same way right now,” he continued. “But I want to at least know if I have a chance.” Levi looked at you, his kindness melting through you. “I love you, (M/C).”
There it was. The dragon broke and suddenly you were free again. You wanted to touch him. To feel the brush of friction where you and Levi’s skin made contact. You didn’t even have to think of your answer, it was already there, painted in the honest night sky behind him.
At the last minute, you brought your hands back.
“Dammit,” you said, curling your fists. Tears pressed against your eyes. “I have my answer, but Levi, last night…”
Levi’s hand shushed over your lips. “I know. Erwin told me.”
You blinked. He knew? Then what was he doing? Saying these things? Standing here with you? Shouldn’t he be avoiding you? Or looking at you with disgust?
Then you realized something you knew all along. Levi was the kindest person you knew.
The realization crumbled any last defenses you would’ve had. “And you’re still here?” you said quietly.
Levi reached for your cheek. “Whatever happened between you and Erwin doesn’t change my feelings for you. I just want to know if from now on, you’ll choose me over him.”
“But Levi—”
His free hand caught your wrist, and he pulled you closer. “Forget about Erwin, (M/C), tell me that I am the one you’ve been wanting this whole time.” His eyes were practically burning. He bit his lip. “Forget I said that. It sounds petty. I don’t care if you’ve never thought about me like that before, but tell me that you will now. Tell me you’ll choose me from now on,” he said again.
His vulnerability and the weight of his emotions crushed into you. It was a pressure you wanted to accept so bad.
“Levi..” The tears spilled from your eyes. You let him pull you that final distance until your bodies touched. You looked up at him. Everything was so obvious. All you could see was the man in front of you. The man who made you feel brighter than any star could. “Of course, Levi. I love you. I love you so much.”
Levi’s lips melted against yours as he pulled you into the kiss. His warm hand guided on your back, holding you in place with compassion. He kissed you like you were the only source of oxygen left in this apocalyptic universe. “Say it again,” he said.
“Levi, I choose you. Please be mine.”
Levi lifted you up bridal style and locked you in his grip. His arms that had fought in so many battles now offered you sanctuary and security.
You kissed him again. Each taste of his soft lips opened up new sensations. Each sensation carrying promise, and possibilities.
“Good,” he said. “Then I’m taking you home.”
“Okay, take me home.”
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Levi’s kissed you all the way home. When the door closed behind you, he slipped his tongue in your mouth.
Warm, sensual, notes played as his tongue swirled against yours. He explored your mouth with a passion that said he would get revenge for every sexy thing you’d done to him. You tasted every zing of wit and sarcasm that had ever left his lips, and words and sentences that had yet to be said. You wanted all of him. You wanted to know parts of Levi he’d never shown to anyone else.
As if tasting your thoughts, he pressed your back against the door and resumed exploring your mouth with renewed vigor. Every time his tongue brushed yours you became more aware of his hand brushing against the bare of your back. The silence of the house was a presence above you. It was you and him alone for the rest of the night.
“Levi, I’m yours.” You repeated. You leaned your hip into him, arching your back, wanting him to know how badly you wanted him. “I’m sorry. I should’ve waited—”
“Shhh,” he kissed the apology out of your mouth. “Don’t worry about it. The past is the past.”
You curled your hand against his as you looked up at him. “Can I show you how much you mean to me?”
His smile was gentle, but it caused tingles to travel up and down your whole body. “That’s my line,” he said. He hiked you up, then carried you to the stairs.
On the way up, you became aware of his warmth and how comfortably the two of you fit together.
Levi was home, how could you ever be with anyone else?
When you got into his room, he dropped you onto the bed. The softness of his mattress accepted you as if you were always meant to be there. Levi’s attentive eyes undressed you.
You noted the space—the cleanliness and exact placement of the dark brown furniture around you, all representative of who Levi was.
You opened your arms for him. Levi stepped toward you, placing his hand behind your neck, and looking at you with all the love of a caring partner. “Shh,” he said. He was gentle all the way until he found your lips again.
His soft, clean smell coloured your nostrils, as he kissed you. You drank in Levi’s spice, which was now amplified by the scent of him in the air around you. He ran his other hand up the front of your thighs, pressing hard against your jeans. You felt at the linen of his shirt until you felt his hard biceps under his sleeves.
Levi attended to you with the same expertise he wielded swords, yet where on the field he was vicious, cold, and ruthless, here he was gentle, slow, passionate. He kissed your neck, every breath releasing a thundercore of emotions.
He leaned you back against the bed. “I’ve been holding back for so long. I’m going to take my time with you.” He slipped your shirt off, then kissed your collarbone, spreading a tickling sensation down your neck as he traced the outline of your bra. He tugged at your pants. “I’ll have to get you back for wearing this outfit. Seriously, how could you expect me to want to stay friends when you look so good.” Though his words were teasing, his voice was warm and spoke of how much he truly cared for you.
His finger hooked into the belt of your jeans. First, he pulled you against him, kissing you deeply. Then with the same pressure at which he kissed you he pulled off your jeans.
You stretched yourself out on the bed and allowed Levi to finish undressing you.
When you were left in just your undergarments, Levi ran his hand up your thigh and lovingly stroked the material of your panties.
You wanted him to know how much you felt for him.
You squeezed his head, attempting to pull him up, but he shushed aside your efforts.
Instead, he moved toward your middle. His hand still stroked your thigh, but now his breath came hot over the center of you. You shivered, as he pulled the cotton of your underwear to the side.
Levi licked you once up the center. Even that was enough to cause a riot of sensations.
His tongue was warm and wet as he tended to your clit. You could feel his sweetness traveling up your body.
Your body writhed as he picked up pace. He drank up your juices while holding you down by the hips. Your wetness dripped off the edge of the bed and down to the floor, causing Levi to lift his hand until his fingers found your wet opening.
He pressed them in, starting slow, matching his movements with the rhythm of his tongue.
Your nails dug into his shoulders.
He kept going, despite your protests.
“Levi—” you pleaded.
He licked your middle.
You rammed your head back against the bed. You were hit with a sudden vision of the two of you. You imagined yourselves coming home, sweaty from battle, and Levi secretly holding thoughts of wanting to pin you down and do something like this.
Your pussy pulsed. You wanted more. To feel him inside you.
“Levi—” you moaned more viciously. Your head tingling. The back of your neck burning with desire.
“What?” he said. “You don’t want to cum?”
“I want—you—I need you.”
He smirked. That dangerous smile you knew so well, looking even more intense. “I see, being impatient, are we?”
He kneeled up just enough so you could pull his shirt off. You felt down the smooth surface of his toned body, then fumbled with his pants.
Levi was at your side in an instant. Now as bare as you, his warm body pressed against you. You felt his hard member brush just where you were sensitive and wanting. He caught your wrist, then kissed the sensitive skin at the base of your thumb. “I told you, didn’t I?” he whispered. “I’m going to take my time with you.”
His hand ran up your thigh until it found your center again. Now with your back pressed against him, he worked circles around your clit. You moaned, having no choice but to give in to him.
Levi kissed the back of your neck as you came violently against his fingers.
“Good girl.” He said, giving you another kiss.
He released you momentarily, then adjusted himself so you felt his fullness pressing in between your thighs. He grabbed your thigh, then lifted you. You felt his hardness searching around your opening. You gasped, as he pressed into you.
“Relax..” he said.
You felt him squeeze in, slipping hard at first, you opened your legs and then he slipped inside you. His hard dick pushed your wetness out. “Ugh,” his head pressed against you. His fullness filled you. You couldn’t breathe, it felt so good.
You inhaled. His hand brushed over the front of your nipple where you were sensitive.
He rocked into you, his tense breath heated your neck. “You feel so good.”
Levi gave into his animal side, thrusting into you and feeling you until you came again. The silence in the house made you aware of your sounds as you moaned.
Though you were connected physically, you felt a connection way beyond that, and as he explored your depths you explored his soul. At one point you found yourself on top of him, pumping him, feeling his hard cock inside you.
Then you ended up on your knees, and Levi rammed relentlessly into you. “Fuck, you feel, so fucking good.”
Eventually, you ended up on your back again, allowing you to look at the beautiful man you loved as he gave into his desires. “(M/C), I don’t think I can hold on anymore,” Levi said, panting.
“It’s okay. Give yourself to me.” You locked your arms around his back. Even the feel of his sweat was sexy.
“Are you sure?”
You nodded.
Levi kissed you passionately, then braced himself above you. He fucked you senseless. Your eyes rolled to the back of your head as you were fucked harder than you’d ever been fucked before. Levi panted, displaying the full force of his athleticism. He drove into you, until at last his limbs started to shake.
“God—I’m cumming.” You locked your arms around Levi’s back as he released inside you. You felt his cum filling your walls, then locked your legs around him extra tight, accepting him fully.
When he finished, he pulled out of you then fell on the bed beside you.
The both of you were shaking and soaked with sweat.
You rolled over and brushed his perfect profile.
He smiled and held you tighter in his embrace. “(M/C), I love you,” he said. “You know that?”
“Mmm, I know,” you said sleepily.
Levi laughed, then gently kissed the top of your head, showing his sweetness to you. “Good,” he said. “And now I have all night to show it to you.”
You pulled yourself into Levi's arms, bracing yourself so you could kiss him. You loved him so much. You wanted to spend the rest of your life embracing him. You thought about the wild night ahead of you, your soul and body already wanting him again.
“Levi, I love you,” you said. “It’s you. It’s always been you.”
