this is going to be controversial, so here's a warning.
so, lord leviathan had presented me with a task a while ago since i'd been experiencing a lot of guilt (for not being able to give a lot of offerings due to disability). he told me to stop giving each of my deities and demons offerings COMPLETELY for as long as i can, in an effort to teach me how to combat that guilt and mental self harm and to show me that offerings are not a requirement in infernal worship.
this is easily one of the hardest things i've ever done, but i'm posting this to show my followers that it's okay not to give offerings, full stop. i don't mean only give offerings sometimes, or rarely give offerings, i mean it's okay to not give offerings at all. leviathan is teaching me that it's an add-on, but not the main attraction in infernal worship, it is not a requirement for you to give endlessly at the cost of yourself, or your money, or your limited time. this does not make the infernal any less important, or special, in your life and worship.
i'd urge others to try this with me and leviathan. it's incredibly hard to challenge this guilt, but it's a good thing to practice from time to time i think.
