#lfls ot3

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I am sad. Be sad with me. *throws love for love's sake ot3 wip at you*

"Don't think you can fool me." Myungha's voice behind his back sounded concerned, which was worse than him sounding annoyed. Sangwon shut his eyes for a couple of seconds, and turned to face Myungha again, this time with a tilted head and a grin on his lips. "When have I ever fooled you? You know I am always serious about you, hyung." Sangwon felt a wave of courage mixed with something strange rushing through his ribcage, and he stepped forward, trapping Myungha between a locker and his own body. His fit torso might have helped as a distraction a little, as Myungha was quiet for a moment, eyes searching all over him. "Is everything okay?" he shot another question, and Sangwon swallowed. He hasn't been okay for many, many days. He was buzzing out of his skin right now. But he almost preferred now if Myungha stayed clueless to the flames of insanity chewing on him from the inside. That way Sangwon can keep the fire in, and no one else will get hurt. If they don't notice. If they stop asking stupid questions. If they just take the chance Sangwon is giving them, and go on with their own happy lives. [...] Both of them could feel the heat rising from their bodies, and for one moment Sangwon wanted to throw away all caution and all peace treaties, and just smash his lips against Myungha's. It was almost impossible to bear how much he wanted this. Sangwon could easily blame it on his craziness, he could maybe withstand Yeowoon's heartbreak and punch to the face, but… ...he didn't want to steal something Myungha wasn't willing to give. In his whole life, there should be at least one person who wanted to love him without him having to ask for it. Will there ever be? So he raised his hand and gave a light finger flick to Myungha's lips. "That's for being so tempting."

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Hello~ @nhugihugging You must be the person who left that sweet comment on my LFLS OT3 fic just now? 🥺

Thank you so much, I was very happy and I'm sorry that this story isn't finished yet 🥲 I posted first chapters, driven by my excitement from the series, and then I realized this Myungha/Yeowoon/Sangwon story was bigger than I imagined at first and bigger than what I could write at that moment. So I tried to write down the rest of the chapters fully before posting them again. I kept rewriting outline completely 5 times and I can't post the next chapter cuz it all depends on the version of the fic I'll be going for in the end, and I still don't have it fully figured out x)

But your comment gave me kick to read through my drafts and wips again and I will give it another attempt to string the fic together coherently 🍀

Please accept this tiny wip draft snippet as my apology^^ (I think I didn't post this one yet? If I did, I'll write another xD)

Sangwon: "You know, your face is stupidly handsome." Yeowoon: "Huh? I know that. So what?" "And your lips look stupidly kissable." "Now that's a weird thing for you to say..." "Keep up, Cha Yeowoon, I am just saying - don't be surprised. Uh. If anything happens." "What can happen? What do you mean?" "I might want to shut you up if you talk too much." "Cheon Sangwon, I might think of you better now but if you think you can threaten me–" "Gosh, stop talking. I'm not even listening." "-you better give some respect so I don't regret caring about y– mmhm!"

:D

they are my lovable mess

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Yeowoon looked at Sangwon with wide, lost eyes. After an awkwardly long moment, he blinked and looked at the floor again. "Still. He's the only family I've got left."

Sangwon winced as if he drank a whole cup of lemon juice. When he successfully stood up against his own father for the first time, it felt freeing. Like heavy chains fell off him. He didn't have any remorse left, so why did Yeowoon look like he cared about that violent drunkass? "You know what, you and Myungha hyung are awfully alike. Never know how to accept protection. You guys could learn a thing or two about being cared for."

Yeowoon got startled. As if the freezing spell got broken, he started fidgeting and bit back: "I simply never thought a guy like Cheon Sangwon could do something nice for someone else. I expected you to join him and be an asshole to me too."

Sangwon pressed his lips together. He felt a sudden painful tug right under his ribs. "I hate doing what's expected of me, don't you know it already?" he joked without a smile. "No matter how conflicted I feel about you, no one should come home just to be beaten up by their father."

Maybe all the previous years, he wished for someone to come and protect him too.

Random wip for rare pairing because I can :]

[dropthedemiurge]

Shocking news!

I started posting my Love for Love's Sake OT3 fic on AO3. I can't accept that a fun and cool charactwr like Sangwon is the one left after happy ending to wallow in his angst, so I decided to add him into equation. i can and I will write Sangwon/Myungha/Yeowoon and no one will stop me. 😈

However, I'd really like encouragement because the fic is planned to be long... Some of you might remember all the snippets I've posted so far - it might take several chapters to get to them 😆

I already have 16k words in my draft that need to be edited (and then continue writing it) so I decided I can safely start posting it. Please check the prologue of "NPC Sumpremacy Zone" out😋 (you'll need an AO3 account for this because I closed my fics from guests this year because of all bots and AI scraping problems)

Link to the fic 👉

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He sat there for what it feels like an eternity. He heard hurried footsteps that were jogging somewhere near him. Another runner, out of many in this time of evening. They stopped in front of him, and Sangwon felt nothing but desire to let out a loud groan. He did not want to see anyone. Didn't want to be questioned by cautious passerbys or guarding police officers. He wasn't even doing anything illegal this time, he was simply sitting on the stairs in a park. Breaking down, crying and feeling miserable. Can't a guy do that in peace? "Hey…" Sangwon didn't raise his head, nor did he reply. When in the next few seconds, a warm hand landed up on his shoulder, Sangwon threw it off with a jerk of his shoulder. "…Cheon Sangwon..?" Sangwon blinked. The voice was familiar. And the owner of it sucked. Out of all people jogging here, this one? How unlucky he was today, indeed. He sniffed again, but did not raise his head anyway. Now he didn't only feel miserable, he felt embarrassed. "You're mistaken," he barely vomited those words out of him. "I know it's you." Yeowoon sounded annoyed, and Sangwon got a funny thought that it was the default of everyone who decided to talk to him. "If you know, then you also know how to fuck off when seeing me."

I feel like tumblr folks have gone enough without new snippets from my Love for Love's Sake OT3 fic (currently in draft) and it's unacceptable :D

I'm happy to tell everyone I'm still working on it. And it's funny even to write an outline (this is not the final draft but Sangwon and Yeowoon have a funny dynamic and I wanted to share xD if people are still waiting for it)

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Yeowoon leaned in and tapped his lips against Myungha who's got better at reading Yeowoon's intention and raised his head just in time to meet him. Sangwon faked a gasp and raised the tone of his voice in accusation, just to mess with them. "How dare you do this in front of me?" Yeowoon pulled back, and Sangwon thought he'd get another one of those cheekily poked-out tongue meant to tease him. Instead, Yeowon kept looking at him – and then leaned forward to kiss Myungha again, this time with a more proper, deeper kiss. But he was not taking his eyes off Sangwon, staring right through him, and a huge heat wave rushed through his entire body. Sangwon made a surprised sound, masking it immediately with a fake puking sound, and turned away – not to hide his flushed face, of course not. It would not be seen under all the bruises covering his cheekbones anyway, as he lied to himself.

My draft is over 10k already, I have no idea what it's gonna be like but I'm surely having fun x)) And idk when I'll start posting in, probably not until I finish it fully (and then edit and rewrite it) so please bear with my random sneak peeks into my Love for Love's Sake OT3 wip :D

I wrote about 8k of angst, and I need to write maybe the same amount more, and then I can have fun scenes as comfort after all the hurt lol

This fic is so damn self-indulgent, I'm sorry for everyone who's waiting for updates of my other fics :')) It consumes me and I hope it'll be good

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On my second LFLS OT3 chapter 💪

Probably good for my readers but this time I'm trying to write the story fully before posting. It's also hard because I can feel it's gonna be around 20k words if not more lol and all love for love's sake fandom will die out by that point, who knows xD

I will single-handedly keep it alive though

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Happy to announce that my preparation for this love for love's sake fic with myungha/yeowoon/sangwon already took two docs with ideas 3800 words overal lmao

...I guess that will be a multi chaptered story...

(also i feel good about it because I've got 2 people to brainstorm it with and they made me even more excited xD i want to start writing it already but I'm out of food but also i don't wanna leave the house because stepping out of comfort zone in another country ouch)