#libby thoughts

[dark-nymph3t]

I love Invisigal.

She’s so relatable to me, to a lot of people that may sound weird, even bad, but I don’t think it is. It feels is nice to have a character who’s not perfect, who constantly has to struggle and be supported as they try to be better, who can be self-destructive and pushes people away, went through trauma, and has ADHD.

Like, that’s me. I’ve never seen that before in a character and have her be written and treated well. She helps remind me that even through I’m not perfect or good by any means I am still deserving of love and support and that I shouldn’t give up trying to be better.

[danipedrosas-boatest]

Messi’s my goat because he’ll refuse to speak English in a commercial and happily speak Japanese in another, never change king

[willgrahamsprostate]

Y’all should be grateful I didn’t name myself hanniballecterscattleprod lmao

[dark-nymph3t]

Y’all I just ordered the Lolita Lempicka Mon Premier perfume I’m so excited! Super huge thank you to @coquette-club for the recommendation!

[dark-nymph3t]

Y’all help I finally told my dad I was diagnosed with ADHD and he just went “well of course” like how did everyone know before me 😭

[dark-nymph3t]

I only truly feel alive when I pretend I’m someone else

[dark-nymph3t]

Tw: alcoholism, addiction

Hey y’all, most of you don’t know but I’m a recovering alcoholic. I’m on my second time getting sober right now and I really hope it sticks this time, but that isn’t what I’m making this post for.

We’re not the monsters general society and culture has made us out to be, and this goes for all forms of addiction. Can we do absolutely terrible things? Absolutely, but we’re not unique in that.

I know a lot of people have had awful experiences in their lives with people they’re close with who have struggled with addiction, including myself. I’m not saying this to invalidate your pain and what you’ve gone through, just to say that we are people, and there is a spectrum to what we do just like everyone else.

We just want to be treated like people. I can guarantee you that a lot of us don’t feel like we’re connected to society as a whole because of our addictions, and being ostracized for them just makes it worse.

Sorry about that y’all, off my soapbox now

[dark-nymph3t]

God I hate being a neurodivergent adult. I can’t fucking function normally without having a breakdown, I have the tools at my disposal to do something but I just. Can’t. DO IT.

It feels like there’s a permanent, invisible shroud or wall in my brain that prevents me from being able to do anything, to function. I feel like I’m permanently paralyzing from everything I have to do and that’s around me and surrounding me and. I just. I hate it.