Missed calls at 2 am “open the door”, he stumbles into my apartment.He steals my sleep and peace. He takes a bottle from my freezer, a kiss on the lips and I love you as his payment. Slips back into the night. Is he at home next to her or another ?
4 am ‘safe’ his texts reads. But in 2 hours one can bury the body.
I imagine if they spoke of me how the conversation goes
“Her?”
“She’s the bitch that makes me money?”, they laugh
Or worse. I’m never even mentioned.











