Rewiring my thinking!
Perhaps my purpose is to leave service workers big ass tips just because. Or pay for someone’s purchase in front of me at the DGX, just because. Or maybe it’s to keep helping my (now) friend M continue to learn how to read. Maybe it’s to be an empathetic teacher and help a few students a semester if I can. Maybe it’s to disrupt familial patterns of addiction and move through the world (mostly) clear-headed. Maybe it’s to be a good cat momma and give the gavons (i say this affectionately!) a life curiosity and comfort. Maybe my purpose is that I am blessed (x100) to have flexible jobs and so I can travel and take days off as I see fit! Maybe it’s to be kind to others as much as I can, without expectation!
And what’s this about spending the fourth alone? Not so! I get to spend it with my best-friend (Hint: It’s me!!). The tentative plan is to meet M at a coffee shop to do a reading lesson; go to the movie theater across the street for a mid day showing of something, and close the night with a sizz-ly, summary baseball game! And everyone along the way gets a big ole tip!
And also, just because my circle is small doesn’t mean it will always be! This is a learning time in my life!!! The way my life looks can and might and will change!! I am not stuck here. And while I’m in this space: what can it teach me? What can I learn!!?
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Happy Thursday baebetos!!
