#lifeaftermiscarriage

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You’ll always be my favorite what if SVG, PNG and JPG

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[welovesvgs]

Thank you to everyone for being show patient with my lack of posting the past few weeks. While it has been a rough few weeks, I’m feeling a little bit better and I am back to creating more SVGS!

I’m 1 in 4 Miscarriage Awareness SVG, PNG and JPG

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[laceandleggings-blog1]

I re-started my weightloss journey Sept '17 after experiencing almost back-to-back miscarriages... During the pregnancies & while dealing/healing, I put on some serious extra weight again & was extremely uncomfortable in my own skin. I lost an initial 10-15lbs using fad diet products but hit a plateau around November🙄 w/ those fad diet products I would lose a few pounds but days later the weight would return - it was a vicious cycle & very unhealthy... Finally, my body said "enough"🙅 I became very sick, deeply depressed & extremely frustrated. So, at the beginning of Jan, I vowed to be done w/ all fad diets, unhealthy methods & food addiction. I promised to focus on clean eating, natural supplementation & consistent workouts. 🌿🏋️‍♀️ I want to be strong, lean, flexible & healthy - not just "skinny". I started a 30-day challenge & followed a basic meal plan to help get me back on track w/ food & revisited my fitness nutrition training. I'm doing a 2nd round (on day 18!) before beginning my new adventure... again w/ Beachbody!! 😁 I've re-joined both Beachbody On Demand & ZGYM w/ Zuzka Light for more variety. I'm looking forward to doing things the right way 🙂 There's A LOT of work to be done (check out my "before" pics) w/ 15-20lbs to lose (although I'll be focusing more on my measurements & how I feel than on what it says on the scale) but I know I'll get there & I'm SO excited for this next chapter. I can't wait for fitness to be fun again w/ the Beachbody programs I love so much & got abs w/ in '13 (and have my boys workout w/ me again! HEALTHY FUN FAMILY TIME!!). I'll also be using the BB meal plan that's super easy & straight forward to follow (tailor to your personal needs). I can't wait to help other like-minded people find their passion again while smashing their health & fitness goals ❤️ Does this sound like something you'd love to be a part of? Next challenge starts Mar 19th 🎉 #letsdothis #fitfam #fitgirl #fitmom #inspo #weightlossjourney #weightloss #loseweight #bekind #fitnessjourney #lifeaftermiscarriage @kelmariewellness

[memoriesoffairverona-blog]

My Name Is Margot

My name is Margot. It's short for my given name, and a nickname I rarely use. I'm 37, and I live in the Pacific Northwest in a little city just outside Seattle. I've lived in the area nearly all of my life.

I have two teenagers and I work full time in a career I excel at, but lack passion for. I stay busy day in and day out taking care of my family and supporting the three of us.

I am an empath and an introvert with extroverted tendencies. This is a way of saying I feel everything around me very deeply, and it is very draining. I am outrageous and a clown, but I spend more time recharging than being outgoing.

I created this blog as a repository for a series of events in my life that are the forefront of my memories. All names have been altered for anonymity. My thought is perhaps verbalizing this will help someone else… maybe even myself.

If you find yourself reading this, formulating opinions regarding those involved, know it's not my intention to demonize anyone, including myself.

This is honesty.

This is life.

My life. And it's just not the way it's meant to be.

I believe the universe sets things in motion that are meant to be. If we miss the chance, it will come back around until we get it right.

I believe in love and magic.

I believe in intention and fate.

I believe in kindness.

But above all, I believe in myself.

This is my story.

[targetweed]

MAY 5th will be THREE YEARS since you became a beautiful angel in Heaven. I never got to physically hold you in my arms and it hurts rs I'm so torn... Te extraño mijo tkm I love you son R.I.P Baby. Luis Fernando #miscarriage #lifeaftermiscarriage #ripson #ripluis

[lifeofdollface]

The Calm.

Its bittersweet, the feeling you get knowing your pregnant and having fear that this one wont make it due to your history of miscarriage. Your excited that for once you might be able to change the fates. I hadn't seen a doctor since i was pregnant, obviously, i had no idea. And in my ectopic pregnancy, the "baby" was growing in my fallopian tube, so there was fetus to see in the sono. And in my miscarriage, i had no clue i was even pregnant. I had never had the chance to see the baby at all. That was the longest time frame between seeing a doctor and my hospital visit. I was constantly checking my panties to look for blood to see that i wasn't loosing the baby. It was nerve wrecking. I finally got my first appointment. They did a number of test, blood work, questionnaire, and then came time for my sonogram. I was sitting there waiting for the doctor to come in and was praying and begging GOD to let me see something there. Doctor walked in asked me how i felt and i told her nauseous and she smiled and started my sonogram. It was a vaginal sonogram, so as soon as she entered me, and looked around my heart started to race. And then she said," its a little early to tell, but the sac is definately there." And i was calmed by her words. Suddenly my faith was restored and i felt so calm. I returned home and called my husband to work and he was excited and cried a bit. I was so happy. Later that week, was Valentines day. And we had it planned that we would spent some time together. I went about my day as i normally do. I went to the bathroom to get ready, and i wiped, and i saw red. I was most definitely in panic mode. I showed my husband and thought," No Jesus not again, please don't let this happen to me"... So there we go again to the hospital, i was about 5 weeks at this point. The doctor said if it was going to happen that there was nothing they could do for me there. And he called it a "threatened miscarriage". I wasn't bleeding though. It was brown and gooey discharge. Monday i saw my obgyn, and she said what i was experiencing was normal, and that if i had more children it would reoccur. My husband sat there worrying, while my doctor did another vaginal sonogram. And this time the sac was larger, and i could see sort of a flutter. And instantly i felt my heart drop to my stomach. I knew my child had a heartbeat before my doctor pointed it out. My breath was taken away the moment i met god. It was like a tiny butterfly growing in my belly. She turned the volume up and i heard the tiny heart beating. It was music to my ears. And i knew instantly he was mine and i was his. And that i would do anything to have him safe in my arms October 16, 2013. My next appointment is on my birthday March 12, and ill be seeing him again. I feel even with him inside me. He still isn't close enough. I want to show him the world and teach him what God has made and offers. When im worried that ill loose him, i just remember the beautiful sound that came from his tiny being, and my world stops and my heart calms down. And everything just makes perfect sense.