#lifedump

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pretty girl with pretty energy

[picosimp]

Guys...

Sometimes I feel bad for the people around me. 'Cause I feel like I sometimes make conversations awkward. Sometimes I don't really know how to talk to someone I don't really know overly well, but at the same time, I also feel like I talk to much around old friends. I don't like when I'm told "you can talk to me" because at this time I feel like I talk too much and you hate me. Sometimes I also feel like I talk too little when I'm upset, and when it gets to be too much, the only person I feel really believes me is my Mom. My Grandpa listens well, but he forgets things easily. And then there's this thing where right now I feel like I'm third-wheeling in a friendship (which the two aren't even dating), and sometimes like I have no friends. Then there's the times that I feel like I have no one because no one believes me, or they're too busy. I feel done with trying to have a love life, because one of my bfs called me mentally insane for reading the same book several times, one (rq I like k-pop, and my favorite bands/members are mostly boys and I like to talk about them a lot) broke up with me and started spreading rumors that I cheated on him with 10 different guys and that I was pregnant (I wasn't/am not I'm 14), and two of them broke up with me bc of distance. (I did end up getting back with one, but broke up with him bc I feel uncomfortable getting back with exes).

Sorry for the random life dump on you guys, and if anybody reads/likes this and can relate, or knows someone who can relate, thanks. Thanks for taking the time to read my random life dump, or for liking it without reading it, Idc. Just Thanks.

[mcdreary]

went off my meds recently which is going okay except for the fact that it’s 1AM and I’m thinking ab eating my third and fourth costco mini pizzas instead of sleeping

[c4rt3r]

i took myself to watch the sunrise this morning in the park and went to the japanese garden there and watched the ducks. there was a woodpecker there too (!!) it was just rly nice. sure it was cold and cloudy and i got there for 6am but maaaan it was just really nice 👉👈

[pixelizedgenocide]

life dump

For the record, I don’t MEAN to be creepy, it just kinda happens. Before I started dying my hair red, any time I walked around the house Ma would scream, especially in the hallway. She still jumps but that’s cause I don’t much noise when I move, I startle most people. Both my eyes and hair were so dark they seemed black, I wore a lot of dark colors, and I blended into the background until I talked. I can’t remember how many times I’ve scared the hit outta people without meaning to, so of my family’s friends refuse to come over cause of me XD It’s funny now that I know what the hell is going on, I was confused by that for years. Still creepy, just less scary. 

[kpopandangel]

Life Around Angel

Angel’s everyday life outside of being a Trainee.

(Photos are not mine. Credit to original owners)

[liugeaux]

IFTTT and the Auto-Biography

I have grown obsessed with IFTTT.  It stands for "If This Then That".  It allows you to build triggers around different web services and gives you the power to automate everything.  

The most popular sites on the internet are compatible with IFTTT (Facebook, Instagram, Youtube, ESPN, etc.) and since I use most forms of social media, having the ability to automatically send stuff other places tickles the part of my brain that NEEDS efficiency.  

For example: Using IFTTT, every time I upload a picture to Facebook, or Instagram, It puts a copy of that picture into a folder on my Dropbox account.  I've also got it setup to do the same whenever someone tags me in a photo.  Everyday, after the Braves game, the ESPN IFTTT channel sends me a text message with the results. Also, anytime a post is added to Craig's List in the Jackson area that includes the phrase "Rock Band" I get an email.

I know it sounds kinda dumb but seeing it in action is almost exciting.  Also, everytime I write a post for Techpedition.com it archives it in a .txt file in my drop box.  My Dropbox is filling up with all kinda of automatic crap, its amazing!

This inspired me to start a new blog, well kinda.  Using IFTTT and Tumblr, I am dumping all of the content that I post to every social media hub into one bucket.  liugeauxallin.tumblr.com.  Everything from Twitter, Facebook, Instagram, Youtube, Tumblr (this blog), Techpedition, etc. will automatically post to this new Tumblr.  

I'm calling it "The Lazy Auto-Biographer".  I don't expect anyone to actually visit it or read it, but its more of a record for me to go back to possibly years from now and have my life dictated back to me in order. If I was a website developer, I'm sure I could do this really easily with HTML or other web magic.  It would probably look better that way, but right now I'm content with the raw info dump that's happening over there.  

I'll continue to periodically post stuff here, and nothing else will change, except now I'll have an annoyingly precise record of everything I'm doing.  Who knows, I might need to use it as an alibi someday.  

I don't know if this is as cool or intriguing as I'd like it to be, but I would love for this to catch on and everyone have their own little life dump to go look at.  Actually, what I'm doing sounds like a pitch in a meeting at some California Web-company's corporate office.  

Oh no, someone is going to steal this idea, aren't they? Dammit. 

[raving-ravenpaw-archive-blog]

#LifeDump #Personal #(?)Feels

So I'm going through some art blogs that I follow and in a certain one, one of the mod's/whatever's (male) characters is having sexual orientational problems (also with other SO-related problems) along with some other problems and as I'm reading/looking through all the stuff I'm just sitting there the entire time thinking "Oh my god are you me" and having this facial expression: Oh and don't forget this blog is a POKEMON blog and I can (seriously) completely relate to the character's situation to like 100% and then in real life I'm still not even sure if I shouldn't run when I see other humans while i'M A HUMAN ANd like omg Oh and then my family and most of my friends don't even know what I'm really like and there's relatively no chance of effectively communicating/showing who I really am without completely fucking my social reputation/relation(s) off the charts... ...I'm done with life...