Sick Ilya puts up walls extra high when he’s sick because it makes him extra miss his mama taking care of him 😭
UGH YES!!!!!
It’s my headcannon that he hasn’t had anyone take care of him when he’s sick since his mom died, so it’s extra hard for him to let Shane in when Shane wants to look after him. Shane panics a little at first, because once ilya gets feverish he just can’t seem to stop crying, but he puts the pieces together when ilya starts asking for his mama in his sleep














