people that are so fucking entitled that they dont even have a clue about how horrible they are. and they talk really bad shit about people almost to their faces and think their funny. and really really makes me mad when gay men do this. because, not generalizing I'm talking about two men in particular, they think that because they are gay they have the right to be complete and utter assholes to people. am not kidding they literally said something like “oh yes us queens can say all the truths” and in context thats exactly what it means. and it really pisses me off. cause they were talking really bad about the owner of the horses I'm taking care of and holy shit. she had a fucking head injury and almost died dipshits. she can't help the way she is!!! and she can't change, god fucking hell she's lucky to be alive and your complaining about her being near you cause you might smell her perfume?! get a fucking clue and crawl out of your own asshole for two seconds to realize that this woman pays you a shitton of money and does not need to take this fucking bullshit. and i dont want to hear it. and i can't even say anything cause if i burn bridges here i fuck up a lot of things for other people I'm connected to. and I'm just so frustrated for this woman, and so mad that these men can get away with talking about her like that. and I'm tired and have to play dumb on everything cause i have no real rep to back me up yet against them. and fuck me i can't even tell if I'm doing a good job or not, but i haven't been sent packing yet so. but i know that they might talk shit about me too. I'm probably not on their radar yet but fucking hell if i wore my hair wrong or i took two seconds too long to do something. god. its fucking nerve wracking. and i want to strangle someone.