a bouncing ball
.
.
.
a pixel
.
.
stressed.
unstressed.
follow this code.
.
the path of least resistance.
.
now resistist that path.
.
now find it again
.
.
.
William burroughs
.
.
queerdom
.
.
a place to hide.
.
.
.
feeling like that pixel
.
.
bullet holes
..
.
.
we know you're back
.
.
language.
.
.
a type of mask
.'.
a type of code between two people.
that third person
.
the triangle
.
.
the discharged electron
.
.
keeping things going
.
.
not being a bad thing
.
.
perspective being weird.
.
.
we're not living in a black hole, it out there
.
.
water isnt a metal.
It just looks like it.
you're not swimming in metal.
and no, you don't love that.
surving something at one point.
this glass full of water is bending in on itself.
that swivel on the end of a tape measure
.finding that people want to make you unbalanced
you may as well be positive since positive is what we want
god, being out assumptions.
seeing the pixel with our head removed from the anus
hope you like being indoors
coaagulating around mountains of masss
from when we came. our ass.
water meaning liquid in greek
this liquid liquid thing.
philopphy verbos. but more complete.
finding order through chaos.
It was already done once.
And they remembered to record it.
why aren't we using certain tech
existence never requiring help,.
order just happened sometimes.
maybe it always does and we are living in that
that chance of chance and multiple choice.
to make the chance to take the chance that someone else is learning this for me.
slowing down too much to understand
how to mark something in portland.
how do I highlight highlighter.
I'm overlapping with you to see how we affect each other.
affecting orbit by moving things
a fuckup we fucked up before we were born.
a fuckup that lead to profit.
at least theres a hypothetical end.
ends never really being found.
boundaries in matter dont matter.
why are you teaching this to us
don't want to attract certain types
facing choices on an island much longer than we have.
not knowing the difference between NE Japanese culture
not knowing SW japanese culture
wanting to spell that right
for not making a mistake.
I guess its not very loud.
my audience can handle space sometimes. I actually have different writing styles not that I think about it. I don't really want to get put into a box. A defined righting style.
Overly thinking but not overly thinking.
sometimes I write faster when I have a promt
sometimes I can write and look at the world at the same time
like a french painter and his eisal
a portlander . a stand. a typewritter.
all the vinyl you could ever need.
filiing in the pixels to fill in the pixels.
something we can all follow
filling in the dots in the black.
50 shades of black. My bedroom
tying you in because you bought this book
how did you even know what to say?
how did you say that exact thing?
I tied you up. you just don't remember
I had all the tools ready. You consetented
stuck in the logic of pixels.
maybe enjoying our side of the work
wanting to be tied down while also tying things down.
I'm navigating this blackness.
the blind spot I forgot about.
weird dot in my right eye
this you you subscribe you. This is you.
you seeing you seeing me.
using your black dot. not mine.
I'm looking at weird variables.