#lilade

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lilac nation are you still there……

[cybernova003]

Been a bit since I posted about an AU though this one is different, it's a Lilac never left the Red Scarves AU that's currently unnamed that comes with a CW list

CW under the cut

Age gap romance: Lilac and Spade, Lilac is 19 and Spade is 25

Pseudo incest: Lilac and Spade

References to child abuse and neglect

Alcohol abuse

Mental health issues

Parentification and the effects it can have on relationships

Familial drama

What isn't in the AU is non con of any kind, not even dub con, so you don't have to worry about that, the Lilade relationship will be messy and complicated but definitely consensual on both ends, even if it somewhat takes cues from the coffin of Andy and LeyLey

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My favourites ✨

maybe AU (idk)

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Spade: You're annoying.

Lilac: Then stop holding my hand.

Spade: No.

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went back through some of your art and got bitten by the bug again sorry not sorry

with such mental titles as "asgore can you please go loom menacingly somewhere else pls"

held onto this for a minute hoping i could respond with art but im accepting my schedule is💔💔💔💔bad for the foreseeable future

RRRRRARHHGHGHGHGHGHGJJGJGJGJJH DUDDEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE oh my goddhdgv o|-< this is so cool thank you sosososososoosos so much. AGHG

jade whho isnt provided any sort of closure aahhghhghgghhgghhghghghfhfhhfhghhghhghhghgjhgjjgjjj asgore looming in the background giving jade a moment GODDDDDDDDDD. oh asgore. oh asgore. . Theres was a conversation between jade and asgore that im not privy to, i dont know exactly what they talked about, but this fits the vibe . Man. Fuck. Man

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Is it bad when I read fanfics with Integrity as a character in it — and character is very sad and very traumatized and my mind cannot imagine anything else but Lilac being the one actually in the fic being a sad puppy drenched in rainwater

(like my imagined look)

Oh yeah an ask idea

What's Lilac's fav animal(s)

sgdhdjdjskbsk sure u can do that. Lilac is more drenched hissing cat like 95% of the time but in certain situations they will enter sad puppy mode and look really really really pathetic and will make me want to throw tomatoes at them. They like swans

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Can I just say I ADORE your take on kindness? Like having them be a goth/punk (I'm not goot with the terminology sorry lol) was a massive brained move because those really are some of the kindest people you'll ever meet. And having them be working multiple jobs to support their family is another big brained move because yeah. There's a shocking number of teenagers who do that to support their families. And then having their arc be about learning to be kind to themself instead of just those around them is just. Chefs kiss. You've not only created an amazing character but like you've got a really good message about the meaning of kindness and the type of people who are truly kind. If that makes any sense. Idk your character writing is so so so so so so so strong and I admire it immensely.

THANK YOUUUUU IMGLAD YOU LIKE THEMMMMM HEHEHHEGDE THEYRE VERY DEAR TO MEEEEEEEE

I AM NOT GOOD WITH THE TERMINOLOGY EITHER HAHAHHAGAH VAGUELY GOTH/PUNK < Pedia just likes drawing them in dark clothing and letting them enjoy fashion and aesthetics. Its a take on kindness i havent seen much of as far as im aware and i like itttt

I like basing my oc’s off personal experiences and people i meet and i will do it forever!!!!!!!! I liked thinking about each of the soul traits and pondering what i thougt kindness was as a kid vs now!!!! I grew up with “Be kind to everyone” drilled into my brain from a young age and had this idea that selfishness and taking care of yourself =/= being kind enough. INCORRECT BUZZER SOUND SFX ur kinda being mean to someone and thats yourself, buddy. TAKE CARE OF YOURSELFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF YOU ARE NOT PERSONALLY RESPONSIBLE FOR EVERY OTHER PERSON’S HAPPINESSSSSSS PUT THAT CATHOLIC GUILT AWAYYYYYYYYYYYY

i think about how jade’s reason for falling underground has more to do with their grief over someone else than even themself. Every other kid consciously made the choice to jump in; aimee though this would free them of their night terrors, jackie thought they might find their sibling+craved adventure, ignore dove theyre just stupid, lilac climbed the mountain hoping they’d never be seen again - - jade just fell in by accident. I like to think maybe they heard music coming from down below, but there’s a lack of strong intention relating to their own desires or goals. They don’t know how to think about that, they’d rather worry over someone else.

Recently their design got a bit simplified down for a few reasons and i kinda mourn the more obvious goth aesthetics but theyre allowed to get into it more in scenarios where theyre allowed to live. Starts thinking about themself and what they want for the first time and they get to use experimenting with clothes as a starting point for this.