#liliummalum

[nobands]

vance shifted uncomfortably in his seat. it wasn’t that he was opposed to giving haruka and lee extra help when they needed it — he just felt they always gave him tasks he wasn’t the best equipped to handle. lee was much better suited for interviewing androids and listening to their stories, in his opinion. he was sensitive to their feelings, an attentive listener, and he always seemed to know the right things to say. lee was good at talking to people . . . not him. that wouldn’t keep him from trying, though.

it was probably why he felt so awkward and uneasy as he watched the girl’s expression twist into something painful. he did his best to follow the list of questions lee gave him before he left, but it seemed lee’s charm and gentle personality hadn’t rubbed off on him. ❛ i . . . never even knew you felt that way, ❜ he exhaled as his LED briefly blinked yellow. it was a weak attempt to reassure her that her feelings were being heard — weak, but genuine nonetheless. he’d take note of what she told him, but . . . ❛ if it’s too much, we don’t have to keep talking about it. ❜ / @liliummalum​

[indeliblymarred]

Does fandom intimidate you, or make you critical of your portrayal? Do you have any irrational doubts in what you are doing?

munday styles & preferences || ACCEPTING

honestly i’ve learned from previous experiences w/ fandoms and criticism from them that fandoms ain’t shit, fanon ain’t shit, it’s all bullshit we make up in our own head that fits how we vibe w/ canon. there’s really no right and wrong when it comes to any portrayal. that’s the mindset i try to stick w/ whenever i’m writing, just go w/ what feels right, don’t get hung up on “should’s” or whatever.  i’ve grown out of most irrational doubts, though the one that my writing is bland and boring will always stick w/ me. and i do sometimes wonder w/ my markus portrayal whether i’m self-indulgently butchering his character, even though i’m usually not consciously trying to do any of that, i just go w/ what the muse tells me to. and that’s how i know that i must be on track bc i’m following the muse, i’m not leading it. also like... we’re all self-indulgently butchering our characters, so like no reason to get hung up on it.

[fearlessandchaotic]

What is your favourite thing about your muse? Why did you pick them up, what do you want to explore?

Munday Styles and Preferences -- accepting

Everything? Lmao, that’s why I created an OC I can shape it anyways I want, but of course, Hana does things that I’m like “girl, sit the fuck down and think about what you’ve done.” 

I’d love to explore more threads where Hana’s under hard pressure, like she has to fight for her life, has to make difficult choices that there won’t be a happy outcome no matter what’s the decision taken. I want to explore more ugly sides of her, find her flaws, and all. 

I just ;-; lemme do sTUFF with her!! 

[rebellionmartyr]

@liliummalum​ || ❤

“You seem lost” 

     Simon spoke up as he made his way over. A kind smile matched gentle features. Interesting, he had never seen her model before...he’s come across  YK models but never an android that was meant to represent a teenager.

“My name’s Simon...do you know where you’re at?”

    It would be near impossible for someone to just stumble upon jericho, but she didn’t really seem to know what she was getting herself into either. 

[digitizedsouls]

🥃 for Hank!

Send 🥃 to find my Muse drunk! || Accepting (for Hank or Leo specifically)

He hadn’t meant to crash into her. He just hadn’t been watching where he was walking. That was the long and short of it. It was his fault, and even drunk, he knew it. “Sorry,” he said immediately, offering a hand to help steady her. “Need’a watch my step more.”

That would have been the end of it. He would’ve simply left, stumbled home, and drank some more, but he paused in turning away, squinting slightly. Maybe it was the whiskey, making him over (and under) think things, but...

“You okay?”