#lilly.braindump

[liliththeladyliker]

Sorry Sarah is just uhhg the vibe man the vibe

loving someone but losing them in such a horrific way, thier mind turns against, the very concept of reality out to hurt them. its just so lonely so self-spiteful. I Miss You and Ill Never Forgive Myself. Its like im reviewing a scrapebook from my childhood with the knowledge one of them never left it. they sit in my mind a rotted corspe im too weak to put down i let it suffer. let THEM suffer. i find such strange solace in thier cries for mercy that i refuse to let go and move on. drag them through a life they will never experience. Maybe this time youll feel complete, as worms crawl in your gut. Wrist squishy in my grasp.

Sorry you went to such measures to get into a happier life.

[liliththeladyliker]

shout out to fallout: equestria

passes the vibe check

what made me post this being

'“Everything. Oh, sure, there’s a lot of it that pisses me off, too, but I’m alive, Blackjack! I’ve spent every year of my life knowing that, when I got that twenty-first dot, I was dead. I spent a year trying to think of a plan to escape and now… I’m out. Thanks to you,” he said with a smile as he looked down at me. “I’m pretty sure that someday the Wasteland might take that from me, make me bitter and disappointed, but right now I couldn’t be happier.”' but alot more too.

[liliththeladyliker]

Ive been obsessed with lilith on and off for years, but now im trying to find her real origins and literally all of the sources contradict eachothers like??? or or they will be like 'she was mentioned in this BC text' but dont mention the fact i could be a fake from the 193Os And lilith is sometimes referd to the same way you would read jackel, like a antlered rabbit doesnt exist it represents something wich i used to KNOW

HAT but i dont now, lilith represent a sphinx in most cases i forgot what those represent as well

It would not surprise me if sphinxes were just female demons

Lilin is male she devils? so genderqueer PogU

Okay andi have to mention it, yeah shes the cause of every sexual thought ever probs bc women are responsible for mens actions and they cant help it its lilith guys really

Okay i get that this text is from 728292 bc but i wap give my own take on her cause

anything reaanything real

So lilith is made from dust juat the same as adam. They argue over who tops in sex leading lilith to run away from the garden of edan. So here we have adam who is depressed out of his mind begging God for a wife, and so God takes his rib in his sleep and forms eve. what if the take away was some people arent going to work with us, while others out there we cant live without eachother? idk i cant flesh that out the way want to

Medusa!!! Okay sin or envy idr is the daughter of lilith in 'Fallen Paradise' who is a gorgon. Then we have the snake who in the mediveal century would grow a womens face and body, so yknow gorgon

Apparently shes also know as the daughter of dracula didnt know that one kay this one essay is pointing out that 'lytyt' appears no where else in the bible and if following the pattern of scriptures probably a owl (before it is 'sa'ir' or goat OR sayter)

as demons

bird connection (earliest found mention of her is making a house in a tree and art of the time depicted her with bird legs and wings) whos to say owl hybrids arent just demoness?

Also the Greco-Roman word for gorgon is lamia which is what lylyt is translated to in The Vulgate

Also in greek red hair was seen a slut thing to have so lilith usually has some red hair

if i recall correctly its because red hair was seen as *exotic* and *special* so weird shit