LIFE LATELY
The hardest thing that I’ve learned in life is not to force anyone to be in your life.
I was still in grade school when I feel ignored - for the first time- by my parents. At that time I didn’t know nor understand why they have to leave for work abroad. I always feel jealous from the other kids at school every time I see them coming in with their mom or dad. The second time that was from the person that I like in high school. The third time is from the person I love who betrayed me. And now lastly, from the person that I choose to be with and love the most. But, is that mean I will stop from there? NO. The moment I choose him and love him was the best decision in my life. He change me without him noticing and without me knowing. This feelings encourage me to be a batter person in so many ways. Just being myself, happy and contented. Every time I close my eyes all I can see is his face and smile. Talking to him, sharing things and stuff to him makes my heart happy. Him and the little things he does. This made me accepted the fact that I can’t make him choose me and love me. It hurts a lot at first. But moving forward I realized that even if I’m not in his life nor him in my life I’ll still be happy.
