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100 Ways to Say ‘I Love You’ | accepting
Adansey - “Can I kiss you?”
A humid breeze wafted into the window of a tiny Cambridge apartment. Adam paused in his notes to tilt his head toward it, appreciating the relief. Such a simple thing. He hadn’t grown up with air conditioning in the trailer, so when his college apartment only came with a single window unit in the bedroom, he didn’t mind so much. He had warily waited for Gansey to complain when viciously hot weather turned their cramped space into a summer sauna. A few comments had been dropped, in Gansey’s fondly peculiar vocabulary, more directed at mother nature than the apartment. It never rubbed Adam the wrong way, which surprised him a little.
He glanced over at Gansey, sitting across from him at their kitchen table/study desk, easily the largest piece of furniture in their home, aside from the two seater sofa a few feet away. Gansey had set his pen down at some point and now cradled his chin in his hand, the collar of his polo unbuttoned as much as it could be. His golden skin was sweaty, some of his hair sticking to his forehead. It was pleasantly unpolished Gansey, A Gansey Adam found more and more around their apartment, and he liked it. That Gansey cursed when he stubbed his toe on an errant chair and didn’t brush his hair right away on the weekends.
Adam felt compelled to look down at himself, in case something was out of sorts or worth staring at. But no, he kept his eyes forward, knowing he was just as sweaty and ready for a break from their homework.
People in Adam’s life had always just taken something from him. Take take take. And here was Gansey. Asking. Another gust of early September wind carried potential, filling Adam’s lungs. Something low and tight between his ribs unraveled and broke ground like roots in soil. His eyes fluttered half closed for a moment, and in seconds he could feel his connection to Gansey. The same intent with which Gansey stared at him pulsed back at Adam, quiet and honest. Gansey did so adore truth in the world. Gansey adored Adam.
“Yeah,” he said. “You can.”
Old demons tried to pull at Adam, remind him that getting close, getting distracted, letting down the walls - none of those things were safe. But they all scurried away, silenced by the creak the table made when Gansey folded his arms over his books to lean closer. He didn’t have far to go, and Adam was already moving to meet him. They kissed, and it wasn’t fireworks or fanfare, just something good, a sense of right. It felt warm to Adam, not the heat of outside, but of parts inside him aligning. Gansey’s lips were chapped, and so were Adam’s. He liked it, liked being kissed, liked being kissed by Gansey.
“Well, that’s nice,” Gansey murmured against the corner of Adam’s mouth.
Adam reached for his hand, and Gansey took it. He kissed Gansey back.