Excerpts from; ‘I can’t get back to myself’
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Excerpts from; ‘I can’t get back to myself’
From a couple days ago - I fell off a chair and of course instead of helping me, @christinakevins decided to just film my struggle 😒🖤 #LivingIsHard
If having children is so great, why is it so hard to live in general?
I can’t afford any rent at all.
Know the difference from someone saying they love you because they actually do, and saying they love you to use you. I was just told that from a friend of mine and the fact of the matter is I've been trying to be so positive, I haven't given what actually happening a second thought
Feeling so drained, I have to start doing things to strengthen my life
Sub at yoga today while @brandileslie eats granola in the woods and poses with wolves or some shit. I showed up, which is huge considering the weather today, and i owe myself a big one for just that. It occurs to me tho, when the sub teacher told me i had great bodily awareness, that i felt proud and puffed up, like my craft had taught me this and i was some kind of awesome witch queen for that... then it occured to me that it had absolutely nothing to do with my spirit or my craft. I can adjust my poses and features muscle by muscle and joint by joint, and force relaxation and deep breathing upon myself because i had to do so in order to get good pictures in x-rays, ct scans and MRIs. 12 years of illness taught me this. 6 surgeries in 5 years taught me this. And it is not something to strut about, but something to contemplate. What do i do with these survival skills i had to learn when i was dying? What other things do i know how to do now that i had to learn under duress? Man, yoga opens up some shit in your soul and makes it spill on your brains. Someone is gonna take my badass card if i keep getting fucking weepy after class. #yoga #feelinsomeshit #ishowedup #livingishard (at MBODI - Mindful Bodiwork) https://www.instagram.com/p/B0OyE5-Fe0X/?igshid=13pk4hsrc8x28
Have you ever been ready to end it all just give up. And look into the eyes of the people that look up to you, to realize you have to make it to tomorrow not for you but for them.
Why is living so expensive?