This part never gets easier. After being out of the hospital for a whole 5 weeks (the longest I've been out of the hospital in the past couple of years), I am admitted once again. Hopefully this won't be a long stay and I won't have to tell my baby girl goodbye every night. She knows this routine too well and it breaks my heart. But she sees momma being strong and fighting extremely hard every second of every day to be a healthy mommy for her. Melody Grace, you are my everything and I will never stop trying to get better for you. #beautifulbabygirl #goodbyesarehard #gastroparesis #gp #livingwithgastroparesis #livingwithgp #chronicillness #spoonie #professionalpatient #gastricneurostimulator #pacemaker #portacath #hospitalbaby #hospitallife (at Bayshore Medical Center)