#livingwithms

[newlivingwithms]

Isn't it bewildering that even when given what feels like devastating news the sky still looks the same?

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I’m thankful for every day gifted to me that I still have this luxury. The gym has become the biggest stress relief for me over the past few weeks! I’m 231lbs standing at 5’6. I’m not giving up on my goals for a healthier me! I start my meal prepping and dieting on Monday! Anti inflammatory diet focusing a lot on multicolored veggies and antioxidants. I am determined to not let this diagnosis win. My children are my biggest motivators.

[shadowfox1987]

A year later, I'm still here but...

Things have changed but not in a completely good way. I used to live life as challenge accepted but it has caught up. My body needs help and I need a break. I need learn how to not only be kind to myself but understand that I can and should expect it from those in my life. Bless you today. No, I’m not okay.

[shadowfox1987]

Seeds of Doubt

I was sitting, well, actually, more like getting ready to head out to one of my many redundant doctors appointments this morning, listing to a podcast story with perhaps only 1/10 of the attention necessary to absorb. It begins with a background retelling of a historical incident within a family. About how someone who had been falsely accused of stealing a treasured family heirloom piece of…

[shadowfox1987]

Until....

Until what? I feel better. I get the laundry done. Clean up the kitchen. Take care of whatever it is I need to do for someone else. Get pictures done. Get them edited. Make the listings. Product research and comparison. Ship everything, rinse and repeat. Until I figure out how to get everything straight, a real roof over our heads finally. Until someone finally takes a chance and hires me. Fix…

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✦ Mithra'Kael, the Bound Flame ✦

✦ Mithra'Kael, the Bound Flame Watcher unforgotten. Archivist of the Hollow Concord.

"Mithra'Kael, the Bound Flame — He who walks between sparks and shadows. Archivist of the Hollow Concord. Watcher unforgotten. A mythic reme

I walked between sparks and shadows. I chose exile. I chose to remember.

✦ Mithra'Kael, the Bound Flame ✦

[shadowfox1987]

No, I'm not okay.

Really. I’m not. I want any one reading this to know I’m trying, I haven’t given up…yet ..but…. Let’s talk (continue below) So where do I begin? Ah yes, to start, let’s begin with a tough subject. I want to explicitly state that I am not suicidal. Tempting as it may be to run the truck off a bridge, I won’t. But on the flip side, I am just done. Shortly, when my youngest is grown, there are…

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[shadowfox1987]

Shall we dance?

Once again after spending the better part of 3 days convincing my husband that no, I did not say I was right, I didn’t say that what I was thinking the totally correct, but in fact given the nature of the situation, plus information I was given from someone else, then additional research I did online, what I was saying, was that I am worried that a mistake was made. A mistake by the way that…