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sucks really fucking bad that the minute my roommate moves out (after finishing his degree) that im literally never going to have long lasting in person human connection again. yeah coworkers or whatever lol but thats not the same. like forget friends im never gonna have a single completely platonic but still reasonably close "sharing music with each other" type relationship w a fucking roommate ever again let alone an (irl) friend. no one is fucking trustworthy and ive learned that the fuckin hard way. god. God!!!!










