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everyone needs to start hyping up intersex people right the fuck now 🗣

trans poc, please i beg of you get transition inspo of people with your ethnicity

i was incredibly dysphoric about my round face and softer features until i started looking at the faces of hispanic men and realized that those features weren’t feminine at all, they were ethnic features white supremacy had conditioned me to see as less masculine

your ethnic features are beautiful, and you do not need to look european to look masculine or feminine

#pausing my depressive episode to reblog this post rq #ily trans poc <3 /p #sillyreblog

ugh and my girlfriend is probably asleep by now so i cant even talk to her to distract me from straight up wanting to kms rn

#sigh random bullshit go..#or maybe ill just sleep. i dont know #ROWAN YOU BURNT MY FUCKING RICE AGAIN ! ☆#tamaris not so swag complaints ☆#cw sui ideation

ok sorry for about the paragraph im bouta right but i need to rant / vent rq if thats fine with yall. you dont have to read this at all but id really appreciate it if you did. thanks.

i HATE how differently im treated. and it not even for accommodations for my disabilities i dont have accommodations or diagnosis for extremely suspected disorders. but thats a conversation for a later rant depending on how long i want to make this

every time i dont know how to do something or i do something wrong or awkward or embarrassing etc i am met with sighs of disappointment or frustration and lectures about not being embarrassing. BECAUSE IT WAS EMBARRASSING FOR MY MOM?? GIRL HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT FOR A MOMEBT THAT IT COULD HAVE BEEN SO MUCH MORE EMBARRASSING FOR ME???????? and if i dont know how to do something, and ASKING FOR HELP LIKE I WAS TAUGHT TO AND AM TOLD TO EVERY DAY, im told "you should know this by now" and am met with disappointment and frustration. so what if its something i should already know? what if i forgot? what if its not something i was taught how to do in the first place? WHY ARE YOU MAD AT ME FOR SOMETHING THAT COULD BE FIXED SO EASILY?

and another thing is that my mom doesnt seem to care for getting me to someone who can get me tested and diagnosed. she barely ever shows care for my mental health, pushes it away because she and my brother think im faking it and over exaggerating. im constantly told "its your hormones" and told [not verbally, but at this point its implied] "i dont have the time for it" when she clearly in fact DOES have the time for it she just doesnt seem to care. she doesnt fucking care. did i mention i dont remember the last time my own mother has told me "i love you"? or even worse, i dont remember the last time shes asked me "are you okay?". And just because im a shut down depressed teenager that doesnt mean im lesser than my brother [who IS transphobic [[even if he says he isnt]] and has made many racist jokes btw]. actually RIGHT NOW they are having quality time with eachother. never asked me if i wanted to sit with them, never tried to conversate with me while i was up. and its not even just today THEY DO THIS EVERY DAY. I AM NEVER ASKED TO COME OUT OF MY ROOM TO JUST HANG OUT. at this point im not even here. im just the random depressed kid that lives in your house that you are legally required to feed and keep alive every day.

And she KNOWS im suicidal. SHE KNOWS THAT 2 YEARS AGO I WAS ACTUALLY PLANNING TO KILL MYSELF. She KNOWS im STILL ALWAYS THINKING OF KILLING MYSELF. SHE KNOWS IM MENTALLY UNWELL. IT SHOULD EXPLAIN PERFECTLY WHY IM ALWAYS IN MY BED ALL DAY. IT PERFECTLY EXPLAINS WHY MY ROOM IS A MESS. I LITERALLY HAVE DEPRESSION.

Okay this is a much smaller thing but. it also upsets me a bit with how im treated like a child by my friend group. i kinda feel like anything i say is just kind brushed off and they move on. im constantly told "well youre _ so..." like yeah? i am? but im trying to add some input to the conversation?

im always just. in the back. im basically ignored by everyone that isnt my actual girlfriend or my closest friend i have. every time i repeat something everyone else was they stop laughing. i was genuinely told once "after you said it it stopped being funny" and i swear ive been told to my face at least once that im annoying. and its not often im included in conversations even between my gf and previously mentioned closest friend. im always just There to them.

i hate never being taken seriously. i hate being in the background. i hate just Being There. im tired.

and i know my friends still like being friends with me but i just cant help but notice the smaller things.

i hate having to shove down every complaint i have just so i dont annoy anyone. i hate keeping my mouth shut so i dont interrupt or ruin a conversation. i hate it. i know im a bit different but at least keep the shit talk behind my back. as nosey as i am i think id prefer not knowing im a nuisance. i already know im a burden on everybody in my life.

thanks for readingthis ifyou did. im sorry im just overreacting to a lot of this stuff. ill stop talking now thanks love you /p

#ROWAN YOU BURNT MY FUCKING RICE AGAIN ! ☆#rowan cries like a baby full season ☆#vent #cw vent #rant #cw rant #cw sui ideation #cw neglect #i think #i dont think my situation counts as neglect but ill tag it anyways for safety

aperfectlylegalbastard

‼️‼️Reminder that polyamorous people are AWESOME and AMAZING and REAL PEOPLE and NOT CHEATING and it comes with a GIANT cuddle pile ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ shocking I know ❗️❗️❗️❗️❗️

i think. i think i just got deadnamed but gendered correctly in the same sentence.? by my mother?

#i could have misheard and she could have said someone elses name that just happened to sound really similar to my deadname but. i doubt it #i could have misheard the pronouns she used for me though which is much much more likely #AND IM NOT EVEN NEAR HER RN #if i heard her right then. i guess she can correctly gender me but cant do it in front of my friends????? or myself at all????????????#ROWAN YOU BURNT MY FUCKING RICE AGAIN ! ☆

everyone is talking about driving and jobs i feel liek such a loser rn 😭😭😭😭

#IM SUCH A CHUUDDDDDDDDD I DONT HAVE A JOB AND IVE NEVER DROVE A CAR AND I HAVENT EVEN DONE DRIVERS TRAINING AT ALL #these are all ppl within my age group too ....#ROWAN YOU BURNT MY FUCKING RICE AGAIN ! ☆

i 💖 using my posts as free blocklists for me

#ik nobody checks the pinned post of every person they reblog from but holy moly #do i have to make a big red sign that im anti tme/tma anti agab and uses the term transandrophobia to describe my specific oppression????#ROWAN YOU BURNT MY FUCKING RICE AGAIN ! ☆

shes a mew mew girl......

#fucking finally finished this drawing #started it around the beginning of july i think #sillyart #deltarune #mad mew mew #deltarune pink #deltarune fanart #utdr #utdr fanart #deltarune chapter 5 #deltarune secret boss

skitty-daily

bonus skitty: the pokemon moods skitty mischievous figure is back in stock in the UK pokemon center website! its been out of stock for a while and ive finally now been able to buy it!

NEW FAVORITE STORE UNLOCKED HOLY SHIYTTTTTTTT

#THEG AHVE CHIIKAWA MERCH THSTS ENOUGH FOR ME #AND THEYRE CLOSE BY 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹#IM GETTING 2 HACHIWARE KEYCHAINS HEHEEHEHE #ROWAN YOU BURNT MY FUCKING RICE AGAIN ! ☆

after experiencing the horrors of ai brainrot its making me miss skibidi ohio sigma brainrot..

#as ashamed as i feel for it you have to admit those were better times when ai wasnt completely everywhere #unironically skibidi and sigma are vocal stims for me #ROWAN YOU BURNT MY FUCKING RICE AGAIN ! ☆

jumalanpelko

"There is a creature inside of Suncat. A god, a savior, who is killing her slowly, just like She has done to many Suncats before. However Su

Re-opened the pre-order so people who have ordered too many books (and people who skipped the pre-order) can reorder them. It will close again at 20.00 EET on August 12th.

After some math I can ship max 5 books in one package without the shipping price going up. After that the shipping price goes up (if you want to order over 5 books contact me on ko-fi and we can talk).

If you ordered several books by accident and want me to refund you and order just one book also contact me on Ko-fi!

Also I am trying to figure out if the new Eu shipping laws effect shipping of these books. If it turns out this makes it impossible to ship books inside of EU I will refund everyone who can't get their book. I am making some phone calls tomorrow and trying to figure it out. I honestly don't believe it actually would make it so that I can't ship my books but also u never know.

#AURHGRJGHJRGIKRJFJEHFHEHFUEIITIRJRHFHFHD #I NEED IT BUT I JUST ASKED MY MOM TO GET ME SOMETHING 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#sillyreblog

pansyfemme

there are songs i hear and go “man there is no way anyone actually listens to this” and then you hear it on the radio 300 times a day and the album is nominated for a grammy and there are fans who spend every dollar they have on merch and concert tickets to sold out stadiums of people who all love that song. and you wonder if maybe you’re the one who’s wrong but then you hear it again and decide that nope, you’re right and everyone else has lost their minds

#wow i dont even need to say it the replies and the reblogs agree with me (cough taylor swift cough)#fuck you fuck your music fuck you for ruining my mothers music taste #sillyreblog #i hate her with a passion

angelbabymikaa

i love when my mutuals are mutuals with each other #myecosystem #myenclosure

i feel so chosen waking up and seeing him at the end of my bed snoozing. he has so many other places that he could snooze and 2 other human beings which i argue he likes more than me and yet he chooses my bed 🥹

#ROWAN YOU BURNT MY FUCKING RICE AGAIN ! ☆#Kevin the sea pickle 🐈#cats of tumblr

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