What it's like to be in a real lockdown
So, I'm not making a joke, and by no means am I trying to one-up those who have been in an active shooter environment or had an actual bomb planted in their school. Now that that's clear, on to the story.
So, I may have posted about this in the past, but here's the full story.
My school had a bomb threat.
Of course, sitting in the classroom, we didn't know this.
So, when the lockdown alarm went off, we were all like "Oh, another drill? I mean, okay."
None of us took it seriously.
And they didn't inform the teachers either, as to not cause panic. Because some teachers may have tried to leave the school, and if someone called a bomb threat to lure kids out of the school, that would be very bad.
Anyways, I know exactly where I was. Even though this was five-six years ago.
I was walking back to class after lunch. I was in fifth grade, which in my school was counted as middle school. To get to the fifth grade classrooms, you had to walk past the sixth grade classrooms.
I was near the sixth grade classrooms when the alarm went off.
Nobody thought it was serious, as we have like 10 lockdown drills a year.
And the teachers thought they weren't told about the drill because in past drills they haven't taken it seriously.
Anyways, I end up in the Ela teachers room. She ushered me and about twelve other fifth graders into her class.
Our drills last 5-10 minutes tops.
So, we were all whispering amongst ourselves on the floor, and one of the kids who is overly prepared goes "guys, it's been ten minutes already."
And we were like "oh, maybe they just haven't checked to see if all the doors were locked yet."
At fifteen minutes, we were all kind of scared. Not terrified, but we knew something was up.
At a half hour, one kid was having a panic attack, and I was close there myself.
After doing breathing excersizes and managing to calm myself down, it had been 45 minutes since the alarm.
We sat in that classroom for another hour.
People I didn't even know who still had their lunch boxes from lunch were offering us snacks, to try to calm us down more than anything.
I'll never forget how in a time of crisis, people always show who they really are. I know it sounds cliche, but it's true.
Suddenly the loudspeaker came on, and I was convinced that it was gonna be a shooter or terrorist saying they were in control or something like that, but it was a police officer.
And he said "please remain calm, teachers, evacuate to (our evacuation spot)
And we were all freaking the fuck out. I wasn't crying, as my hyperventilating caused me to think about not suffocating.
So we evacuated, and i had heard a few theories of shooters, a gas leak, whatever.
So we're all there, and the buses came to pick us up. We have our stuff still in our lockers, and we can't go get it.
We were all scared to go to school the next day. In fact, less than half of our grade showed up.
Anyways, this isn't some fucking "story time" thing. This does have a message. Several, actually.
1. LET YOUR FUCKING STUDENTS CARRY CELL PHONES. look, I get it. "It can be a distraction." But I was absolutely certain I was going to die in that classroom, and I had people I wanted to tell that I loved them. I know, it would cause panic amongst the parents, potentially causing more problems. But if I'm going to die, I want the last thing that I ever say to my mother to be I love you. We weren't allowed to have phones, so if it was a real bomb, I don't know what the last thing I said to my mom would've been.
2. If you're pro-gun, gtfo my blog. Unfollow me. Block me, idc. We need fucking gun laws, and if I had it my way nobody would own a gun. There are other ways to kill people, and a gun is most efficient. Efficient isn't always good, especially if we're talking about plowing down middle schoolers. And I know, this was a bomb threat, not a shooting threat. But even if you arm teachers like people want to do, what the fuck will a gun do against a bomb? If you want a gun for self-defense, just take a fucking self defense class and protect the lives of your children.
3. Police officers a should be stationed at all schools at all times. 4 or 5. Idgaf about your reasoning for not agreeing, I'd like a trained professional who knows how to stop a dangerous person in the same school as children. Police officers in our town were away doing something else and that's why it took almost two hours to evacuate us. We need them at schools. We just do.
4. MENTAL HEALTH & SPEAKING UP. BOTH IMPORTANT. The girl- yes, a female- who called the bomb threat on the school was diagnosed with severe depression and I think bi-polar. By no means am I saying that people who are bi-polar or depressed will do this, it's just that she wasn't being properly cared for with her mental illness. Also, apparently, and I don't know if it's true or not but these are the rumors, the girl had made several "jokes" about bombing or shooting up the school, so strangely placed in conversation that it put her friends on edge. Her friends felt that something was wrong, but didn't report her. ALWAYS SPEAK UP. EVEN IF YOU'RE WRONG, IT'S BETTER TO BE WRONG AND REPORT IT THAN TO BE RIGHT AND NOT REPORT IT.
So, if nothing else, take from this that everyone has their own story for their opinions and why they think them. I know I have no tolerance for pro-gunners, but I can at least acknowledge that they have opinions (hopefully) based off of fact and expirence.