#lonely oc

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I'm gonna be honest, I do not nearly have as many fan OCs to fill out with quota. Sorry about that.

[sacredvalentine]

The truly lonely

[thepondnymph]

hiya esttie(can I call you that? sorryyyy I just love nicknames)!! I’m working on your request and I just wanted to let you know it might be a hot second since I’m gonna make a special thingy for it :) anyways, take this as a free token to draw whatever the heck you want! Literally anything, as feral as you wish, just ANYTHING. and have fun with it!! if you don’t want to draw anything then you can just chill out and take a break from stuff :) but yeah!! free Do-What-You-Want-And-Have-Fun Voucher!!

OF COURSE YOU CAN!!! And please don't rush, take all the time you need!!

Aaand as ny use of the Voucher, have a lil Lonely!Esttie doodle i did on the bus~ (While I procrastinate a big doorkeay piece :') )

[erythia-xiv]

Missing pieces.

Nenet Ghisiro rests her head on her arms as she shifts to settle her self against the windowsill. A soft cool breeze fluffs the fur on her ears and long white tresses from the open window as sunlight of another fading day send long shadows across her yard...their yard. She closes her eyes.

A morose sigh shudders past lips set in a sad tilt, it shook her body that seemed to have settled in the cushions of the loveseat she'd been learning over to the fresh air. Behind her a normally well kept a fluffy tail like her ears stretches out lifeless and listless like its owner.

Four suns and she had heard...nothing. it was getting to her today the loneliness, the restlessness and the lack of physical affection from the woman heart beat for.

She promised S'ento she would do her best and keep her head up. Make the world safer while she was gone. But everything she did left her aching. She still felt embarrassed from bursting into tears infront of him and Bella the day she left. Malika had told her she thought she was strong but ... Dammit she was such wimp right now.

But with her eyes closed and sunlight shining through her lids all Nenet could the about was dark skin, black hair, two stunning eye colours and a fangs smile that warmed her heart. The sent of metal, whiskey, and her own lovely sent teased her nose if she concentrated hard enough.

She shifts and the metal of the bangle on her wrist rubs against her cheek, further reminding her the things her lover had missed. The mental facing with the gem of opal caught the light in an ethereal way.

Nenet opens her eyes to watch the darkening sky as a soft dreamy voice brushes her mind.

'You care very much for the Black, don't you? Why are you annoyed with your longing and worry?'

She twitches an ear listening, even though she knew the voice was in her head.

'I do. But I should be stronger then /this/. There are things I could be doing but I find myself unable to focus and with everything that could be out there. That's dangerous.'

'You feel things more profoundly then others but you have learned to limit yourself to what you think is normal. You can't lie to me and there is no point of making excuses. You miss Uttaos Ranger of Black so much because you love her. She brings you peace. To feel that loss of her this deeply is not wrong.'

'I never said it was wrong, but this is just...crippling. The worry. The unknown. To know that there is nothing in this situation but wait. And that waiting, unknown, and worry. Drags me down.'

'Yes. The only thing you can do are those things but you can also let those be and forgive your self of those feelings. Breath in the smell of trees and life around you, feel it in each breath you draw, listen to the song of this strange forest place. And just be.'

Nenet snorts out loud ruefully. 'You make it sound like it's just easy to do that.'

'It is. Now come away from the window, and lay back on this cushioned seating furniture.'

Another sigh slips from her lips but she pull the window so it was open just a crack and lays back as directed.

'Close your eyes, and feel the world around you.'

She does that as she throws her arm over eyes feeling the sting with unshed tears.

'Gentle breaths, it's okay to miss her. Gentle breaths, it's okay to feel this way. Know this won't before ever. Tomorrow you will be stronger.'

She could only hope.

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