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Hasn’t hit me yet but I still don’t feel like it was my birthday yesterday mostly because I grew up celebrating it with just my mom and sister (occasionally with friends from school or with family) my whole life. Now I’m living on my own, without my mom and my sister is all the way in NC while I’m living in a whole new state by myself just feels odd.
I’ve been trying to celebrate my birthday alone for the past two years but it just feels sad and lonely.
A few people called me (Dad, sisters, etc) to wish me a happy birthday which was nice and sweet but didn’t really make me feel happy/ loved like it use to.
I walked to the store and brought a slice of cake to make myself feel better. Didn’t really do much yesterday except dye and straighten my hair because it’s length check month! I can’t believe that my hair has grown so much. It’s literally touching the top of my butt.
