These thoughts become reality everytime I post. I cant believe it 😢😭💔 I definitely lost a piece of my heart with you... I do not have words for my feelings. You know when you have a bad dream and hope you wake up from it. I couldn't imagine me hearing the news i heard yesterday. I dont even believe it. Since we were kids i always seen us growing into our parents, getting old with kids, making the family functions happen. We never know when God is calling. I love you. I wish i could've had more time with you Kuzz. You were more like my brother #LongLiveKing Panama Jay/ John Darren/ John John 😭😢 #SIP #RIP #Family #Love #Cousin #Brother https://www.instagram.com/p/B-SC9FAFpju/?igshid=1g2haqwagkup5