#loraeis

[mxnofhonour]

@loraeis (as discussed)

Fingers toy with soft curls as Loras sleeps atop his chest. The hour is still early and Jaime has not slept near half as much as he would have liked, but waking and watching how the Italian sunrise casts its glow over his lover is too good to miss.

It has been a year since they'd slipped beyond the simple realm of friendship and made things official between them. It had not been quite so easy for Jaime, of course. No one, save for Tyrion, knew of his sexuality and it was the first time he had ever entered into any form of relationship with a man. But a year on, with his secret finally out, he had never been happier. They'd taken a trip to Italy to celebrate.

Eyes drift closed again and soon, he falls to sleep when he wakes several hours later, he finds himself alone in the bed. He sits up with a frown, but is quick to notice the sound of the shower running. Soon enough it stops and he hears the door open.

"If you'd waited, I might have joined you," he calls with a smirk. "Come back to bed."

[bestofthem]

[𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄 𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐊]: SEND  ‘  🥰 ‘  IF  YOUR  MUSE  IS  CRUSHING  ON  MINE. [𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐔𝐒]: accepting [𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌]: @loraeis​

❝Are you?❞ Renly smiles rather sheepishly ❝And I am very lucky for that.❞

❝You know I am ‘crushing on you’, too.❞

[ignietsanguine-arch]

starter // @loraeis​

the room is silent, only the queen sitting in a chair by the fire. she stares at the cup in her hand. at a knock at the door, she sighs, glances up and calls for the visitor to enter. a smile curls at her lips, tired but genuine. “ah, ser loras. please, come in. thank you for coming. i’d hoped we could speak.”

[iinmortales-archive]

         alliances were vital for survival, though she knew her father had wishes of a more imperial nature. kaitain had not concerned itself with the affairs of westeros for longer than she had been alive, and yet, now that it had become clear he would have no sons, her father was now interested in connecting the two kingdoms once again. which meant marrying her off. which meant, naturally, that she wanted nothing to do with these me. this one, though, this so called knight of flowers, seemed harmless enough. ‘ does every celebration in westeros contain a tournament? ‘

@loraeis​

[bestofthem]

@loraeis​ gets a small thing because of this

His face had already lighten up the moment he saw his knight, his grin only grows wider when they are alone at last.  ❝My love. You look even more beautiful than last time I saw you, if such a thing were possible.❞ Renly reduces the distance between them, wrapping his arms around the other to pull him into an embrace  ❝I have missed you so.❞

[bestofthem]

[𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄 𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐊]:Softish angst prompts [𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐔𝐒]: accepting [𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌]: @loraeis​ [𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄]: “ you don’t have to hide your tears.  let it out.  then we’ll move on,  together. ”

This isn’t what he wanted. Not like this. Why couldn’t Stannis just surrender? Why did he have to attack one of Renly’s knights? Why did the knight throw a fatal blow when Renly had asked everyone to keep his brother alive? In truth, he cannot remember the details of how it had happened exactly, even though he was right there. He remembers being next to Stannis as he let his last breath. He remembers feeling scared for the first time in fifteen years, being like the boy he had been then, pleading for his brother to stay.

He shouldn’t care. This shouldn’t hurt him. Stannis had been more a stranger to him than he had been family. Stannis had made the choice to stay out Renly’s life long before they stood in opposite sides on the field. So why is Renly grieving for him? Is he even grieving for losing Stannis? Or for just losing the opportunity to talk to him, to tell him what he had wanted to for fifteen years now? Now he would never get to ask Stannis why he had despised Renly so much, he would never know if all the memories he held of him were real in the first place and not something a boy without a family had made up. Now, he would never get to make it right? He knows — as a part of him always knew — that he had loved him. That there was a time that Stannis had been everything to him and even though years had passed he never got to mean nothing to him.

Only he doesn’t want to feel like this. He wants to feel the way Stannis would if Renly had been the one to die. He wants to be able to turn off the love he had felt for him the way his brother had when he had left, easily like blowing out a candle. 

So it is true, he does hide his tears because they should not fill his eyes. They had no right to be there, not for a man that could not care less about Renly all his life. Stubbornly, he shakes his head, wiping his eyes furiously as if that would prevent him from crying any further ❝There is nothing to move on from. Everything is temporary. Everyone dies. We already knew that.❞

[bestofthem]

[𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑]: rarely angry renly starter [𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐔𝐒]: accepting! [𝐅𝐎𝐑]: @loraeis​

The second time Loras asks him what is wrong, Renly snaps at him, for the perhaps the first time they know each other ❝Nothing is wrong. Am I not allowed to be in a bad mood? Do I have to be cheerful all the damn time?❞

[korolnichevoya]

* 𝐌𝐔𝐑𝐀𝐊𝐀𝐌𝐈 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒  :

@loraeis​ asked:               ❝   life is so uncertain: you never know what could happen. ❞

                HIS  EYES      go  still  and  flat  as  he  looks  at  the  other  man ,      assessing     .

                ❝    i  am  going  to  give  you  the  benefit  of  the  doubt  and      ASSUME      you  didn’t  mean  that  as  the      threat       it  very  much  came  out  as ,    ❞  he  says  slowly ,      POINTED     .