Yesterday was. Wild. We tried to reach out to someone at around like 6 AM. Just a comment on a YouTube channel we remembered we were still subscribed to. We just wanted to apologize for getting him kicked from a server on accident (long story), but we were okay with just saying “hope you’re well :))” because we didn’t want to intrude too much. Admittedly, we did also message a dead Tumblr account with more context before we remembered the YouTube. He definitely blocked our channel, but- we can accept that. We’re devastated, but we haven’t spoken in five years, and we weren’t the greatest teenagers to ever live. He deserves to be left alone after clearly showing he wants to be. It’s hard, but it’s selfish to try again.
At 6 PM, someone else we used to know reached out to apologize over his behavior right before we cut him off- again, around five or so years ago now. That’s legitimately an insane coincidence, so we’re trying to give him the conversation we didn’t get to have because we don’t want anyone to hurt the way we did, but… having a lot of complicated feelings about that.
Life is fucking weird.