25/07 - Last day, last slice of pizza
So here I go. For real this time. Tomorrow I'm starting on the milk diet a bit early, I know I'll only be required to do it 2 weeks before the surgery but I've been indulging way too much and I've gained back a few kilos. So tomorrow will start the 40 days up to my surgery date and I'm planning to go liquid for these forty days. After all, it's doctor approved, they put us on a 1 month trial for the milk diet and when there are scheduling problems with the appointments they've asked people to remain on the diet a little longer. So I'm not endangering myself. I guess I'm just punishing myself, for not having had the strength to get back on tracks earlier which would have led to a less restrictive last month of "freedom".
I think I've felt the trigger though, I am ready. I' m not giving up on myself, I will be ready for the surgery and join that famous loser bench.
Also I've ordered a ton of French sugar free flan mix in a variety of flavours to make milk jellies. I never thought I'd someday spend that much on flan lol.