#losinghim

[skinnyelff]

im so afraid of losing him to the extend that i want him to propose to me even though we have only been together for 8 months

[robotinshiningarmor]

Loss

The worst part of losing someone is having to relive it every morning.

[monpersonal]

I can't wait for the day where I wake up and I don't turn to my side and think the bad dream is finally over and you're going to be there I can't wait for the day where I can just stroll down the street and laugh and 30 minutes later my happiness isn't shattered because I thought of you or us all happy couple and I thought fuck that was him and I just a month or so ago. I just cannot wait for the moment that to hurt all stops. That I can just be happy again that I can just be me

[poetveravalentine]

I never want to say goodbye to him again.

[selenophilenoraceae]

#qotd #langleav #losinghim #goodbye

[stupid--decisions]

they told us to write about pain. i've never broken a bone, like most people wrote about. i haven't had my wisdom teeth taken out like the girl next to me. i have never had food poisoning like the boy across the room or wiped out during football practice like his friend. they told us to write about pain. so i wrote about losing you. it was a monday morning when you told me it "just wasn't working out". i didn't know how to feel. i still don't know how to feel. how could i be everything you wanted at one point but now you don't want me at all? it just doesn't make sense to me. anyway, you stopped calling me to say goodnight. i stopped sleeping. i took sleeping pills for the first time. i still layed wide awake, wishing you were next to me. i tore down every picture of us that hung on my bedroom walls. i threw away the rose you gave me on Valentine's day that i saved. i folded your clothes in a neat pile and planned on giving them back to you, but they still smell like you and that's the only real thing i have left of you. i decided to keep them. i still find myself checking my phone to see if you texted me and i don't know what to tell my family when they ask about you. my grandma says she misses you. i want to tell her that i miss you, too. your friends still ask me about you. they tell me that i should move on and i say that i don't think i ever could do that. sometimes i think about how you used to hold me and how safe i felt. i had a dream the other night that you held me. i woke up crying. i see you more in my dreams than i do in real life these days. i told you that i loved you today and you said "ok". i miss how your lips fit perfectly against mine and how you knew exactly how to make me laugh even when i was mad at you. i miss how you would obsess over random things about me- like the way my ear looked when it was sticking out of my hair. i miss how fast we got dressed when we heard your mom get home from work early. i miss hearing you ramble on about pointless things and i miss your weird eating habits, like how you only eat bagels if they're blueberry with butter on them. i miss how you would have long conversations with my dad and i guess i just miss how it felt being yours. breaking a bone would have hurt less than losing you.

[msrager78]

I guess it's okay I puked the day away I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way And if you want me back, You're gonna have to ask Nicer than that..

The Used - "Buried Myself Alive'

[msrager78]

Mine For A Moment

If our eyes never met, I would never have known such a smile If our touch never met, I would never have known such warmth If our lips never met, I would never have felt such heat If our bodies never met, I would never have felt such ecstasy If our connection was never made, I would never have known such heartache If the summer hadn't ended in such that way, Maybe we could have been real Let me never regret the day we met. ~ Felicia R.