Im going to absolutely lose my shit and start sobbing because I just lost my Yichen and my son Bai Jiu
-for context; I've been wearing this brown rope bracelet with a bell and a leaf charm on it for a year now and I just changed in my pj's. And realized that my wrist wasn't making any noise so at first I thought I had lost the bell again (bc the bell has come lose by itself on multiple occasions now) but then I when I started searching clothes I realized that something was off bc I didn't feel the leaf either and then I touched my wrist to check and it turns out I've lost both the leaf and the bell.
It's most likely in my house somewhere but it's tiny and I have to wait till tomorrow till I can start looking for it but who knows if I'll ever find it again and I can't buy the same charms or the same bracelet anywhere bc it's an old bracelet I had randomly just laying in my room and one day was like wait it matches YC and BJ
I feel ill bc it feels so wrong, my whole body feels wrong now as well 😭
