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墨迹/mòjì(/smudged ink) personal blog ' my ao3

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ep 25: yuppiee yupiie

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ep 23: okay so from now on we're gonna be focussing on Lin Wanxing's inner turmoil and problems

poor doggo :(

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ep 23: so we're just gonna breeze past the fact of what Chengye's father has done to him??? also them at stairs not even giving him a solo shot??? like i get it he probs didn't get the time to make the homework and all but still-

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ep 23: haven't even gotten to the half of the ep yet BUT OH MY GOD BITCH ASS FATHER (wen ruirang or wtv) I WILL COMIT ARSON AGAINST HIM

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ep 23: man was I stressing

also Chengye stressing whether he'll make it on time bc traffic and all gosh I hate that feeling so much so I was stressing with and for my boy

my sons did amazing though

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ep 20 of rtltr: when Jiang wtv his name is was abt to die and stuff, basically his last scene, man was I sobbing, he just wanted his jiejie 😭

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I love Wang Fa so much in this moment, because instead of ignoring the problem and being like dw it's fine take your time, he actually pushes them to realise that, some things can't wait(*)

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ep 22 is so frustrating because they keep dragging it out, it's making me go insane

like yes I'm eating up the angst and the dispute and all that related to Chengye (and the team but mostly Xinshu) but vsdfvsvdf

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Um yeah Wen Chengye angst did indeed reel me in further into his character

but what can I do?

anyway what I wanted to ramble about was that: yk most of the team has been abandoned before (but not like fully by everyone-) but then you get Chengye

We all know he's known for being a loner, we now know his family situation(vaguely but enough to yap) which also makes him even lonelier and then the team not really being that close to Chengye

and of course our new info: Chengye and Fu Xinshu were supposed to meet up when they were kids but things happened they didn't meet up, CY was a sad bday boy his parents couldn't have cared less and then were in our present

Wen Chengye asking for a simple why and Fu Xinshu not wanting to answer(he was probs like being abandoned by his mom or some other thing) but at the end Chengye got no answer or not even an excuse

So basically where I'm getting at is, that yes a lot of the character have this being abandoned thing but at the end of the day they always had someone they could fall back onto — Wen Chengye doesn't, he never had and even when he thought he finally did that person also 'vanished' without reason. So now, after their small "argument', Chengye must feel like absolute ass because, compared to the others, he's truly alone and has truly been abandoned

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in truly horrific turn if events now my life is coming home 13 hours after I left, after working a full day and visiting the hospital on the way home, and watching my beloved children being crushed with a score 11:00.

and as if there wasn't enough team humiliation for everyone, in the same episode my most precious child gets an extra portion of suffering, physical pain and contempt from the other boys because why not.

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some of you weren’t around for the fan fiction dot net purge of 2002 (when they banned explicit content and mass-deleted thousands of fics) and the livejournal purge of 2007 (when they deleted hundreds of blogs, disproportionately targeting queer & kink content) and it shows

this kind of policing is why ao3 was created

remember, kids, the three laws of fandom are:

- don’t like; don’t read

- your kink is not my kink

- ship and let ship

[rembrandtswife]

your kink is not my kink *but your kink is okay* don't forget that part

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

anon in my inbox said fanfic writers who wrote about dark and taboo topics were not “real writers” because of what they wrote about.

reblog if you believe anon is wrong and writers are writers, no matter what they write about. no matter how they portray these taboo topics.

reblog if you believe art can be about topics that are controversial, taboo or outright disturbing, and artists who create controversial, taboo or outright disturbing art are as valid as artists who create art of conservative values.

reblog to laugh at anon ♡

[ladyofwitheredroses]

Any person who writes is a real writer, there’s no right or wrong way to be a writer

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Some human natures are still considered taboo to some, does that make us humans less human for having those natures? No.

Art will and should always be made about whatever topic one could possibly come up with, even if it's controversial, taboo or outright disturbing.

[skssyk]

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ofc as a dmbj enthusiast I needed to watch the archives (ignore reunion s2 side eyeing me-) and ofc I knew about Haixia dying at the end but that's actually not that of an impactful spoiler cuz I had no idea of the way we'd get there

the archive did not disappoint me but I must say— these nasty bastards at the end! Like brooo but also why ;-;

But, anyway, great show!

[wastrelwoods]

I just fucking love love love when a narrative shows me a character who is an insufferable and badly behaved bully being propped up by an even shittier familal authority figure assuring them that they are a Special Princess who deserves to walk all over everyone else, and then the narrative pulls back a little and shows me that in fact the love and support of that authority figure is Deeply Conditional and Finite and this bully is both aware of it and haunted by that knowledge. Their Special Princess Swagger is PAPER thin

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