#lost fic

[hollanovarchive]

hi! i’m searching for a fic where hollanov meet on a plane, and shane is still a professional hockey player but ilya isn’t, but he does do administrative work for the nhl. ilya invites shane over by the end of the flight and makes him dinner, also ilya is friends with cliff marlou. that’s all i remember, thanks for the help!

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Rose Garden Filled With Thorns

still!famous Shane meets non!famous Ilya on a cursed flight from Ottawa to Boston and kind of (totally) falls in love with him at first sight (and first chirp)

Here is what I could find.

Side by Side 

Ilya Rozanov boards a plane putting more distance between him and his father and the pressure of life in Russia. Shane Hollander boards the same plane with a carefully planned routine and excitement over a break from his sometimes overbearing, but always loving Mother.

Does this fic sound familiar to anyone else? Please let me know x

[hollanovarchive]

hii I've been looking for a fic I read a while ago that i dont remember a whole lot about but specifically remember ilya and jj talking while shane is out of earshot and ilya being like shane might have forgiven you for thinking he tripped but i havent

Hmmmm this will be tough for me to find with just this detail, but I still tried . Hopefully a follower might find it familiar too.

only two strikes in hockey (we hate you JJ) 

JJ shows up at Shane’s house to apologize after he accuses him of throwing the Montreal/Ottawa game. Ilya greets him at the door.

[hollanovarchive]

hiiiii I'm looking for a fic I had open and then sadly lost the tab. it picked up directly after the end of ep6 and was kinda focused on them figuring out how to be a couple. ilya convinces shane to come visit him in Boston and meet svetlana and he struggles with feeling jealous/insecure. random other details: shane participates in a study as a cover story for being in Boston, the raiders stop sponsoring ilya's trainer's visa and he has to go back to russia, svetlana is close with sasha but worried about his coke consumption, and in the preview/summary paragraph shane and ilya are discussing being in the honeymoon period and shane says something along the lines of "we're going to start having fights" and ilya says "good I find it hot". would appreciate any help finding this fic!!!!! have a beautiful day

UPDATE: Fic Added ⬇️

Careful All The Time

An insecure over-thinker and a self-destructive thrill-seeker walk into a relationship.

This is not familiar to me, but here is what I tried to find.

A Well-Organized Life 

Shane Hollander is a man who thrives on structure, routine, the solid ground of a ten-year plan. Ilya likes that about him, likes the embracing squeeze of having a life organized in tandem with Shane. No one would call Ilya a man who thrives on structure. But it’s there, if not in his DNA then in the patterns of his brain. A call-and-response of: they do this, I do that. When Ilya’s life is flayed open for the world to dissect, how will they push-and-pull their way back towards what was once a well-organized life?

I struggled with this one. Does anyone else find this story familiar?

[hollanovarchive]

i swear there was a fic based on this post

https://www.tumblr.com/rainbow-femme/819962938088620032

i think it might have been deleted :( or there’s always a chance i’m just going completely crazy. does anyone know if there is a fic based on this post out there or if i am going completely crazy?

Here is the tumblr post for reference.

It looks like someone did write a fic based on this. Here you go anon.

Love, Shane

Shane Hollander has exactly two modes with greeting cards: "Love, Shane" and emotional devastation. Ilya has watched the damage—Hayden sobbing in the kitchen and Yuna going quiet over the birthday cake. He thought he understood what he was in for. He did not understand.

[hollanovarchive]

Hello absolute legend!!!! Thank you so much for all you do on here! Okay, so I am searching for a fic that takes place I want to say post TLG fight. But the main thing I remember is that Ilya calls David and is like "I am having a staring contest with a bottle of pills and I think the pills are winning". It was really sweet hurt/comfort and I would love to read it again. Thank you!!!!

UPDATE: Fic Added ⬇️

A Crash Of Another Kind

What if after the fight in the long game a different sort of crisis cause Shane and Ilya to confront their feelings...

Is this your fic?

the weather of your youth 

An alternate take on Ilya's mental health after moving to Ottawa, featuring the reality of long distance relationships, Ilya learning to captain a new team, and a series of game tapes made by Ilya's dead father.

[aziraphales-library]

Lost Fic #363

1. Hi, it's me again. Thank you so much for your help the last couple of times. I lost another one of my fics: It's a s2 fix-it, but i don't think it's tagged. I think it may be told from Aziraphale’s perspective (there's a good chunk about being vulnerable) and he tries to apologize to Crowley by going on his hands and knees and apologizing. It's either T or G rated, and word count should be under 15k. Thank you again for all of your help! :) - @humanbeingwithissues

2. hi! first of all thank you so much for keeping this blog going :D i'm looking for an aziraphale/crowley fic where theyre on a pirate ship? i don't believe it was complete when i last saw it, and aziraphale (or maybe crowley doing it for him i don't remember) kept miracling the food to be better than lame ship food iirc? aziraphale is on an assignment from gabriel to find a map or something that crowley has apparently stolen and they get together during the fic i haven't been able to find it for a while as i don't remember the tags unfortunately thank you!! - @to-fall-or-not-to-fall

3. Hello! Big fan, thank you for everything you do! I'm looking for a fic that my Facebook group and I can't find. I don't remember a whole lot but Azirpahle and Crowley are humans, princes I think, that grew up together and were in love. But Crowley is presumed dead from pirates so Azi goes around capturing pirates, maybe for the Navy. He unknowingly captures Crowley and they start talking, and Azi finds out Crowley is missing a leg, which leads Crowley to telling him his life story. Its later revealed they are soulmates and they have wings. I think Crowley rescues Azi from a burning library and discovers his wings, which is a sign his of royal birth, and to prove he is Crowley. Anyway, if you know it I would love to re read it! Thank you again for everything! - @kwispystalker

4. Hello beautiful people! Could you please help me find a fic that most definitely exists not only in my memory? It was probably a human au. Aziraphale was writing a PhD, Crowley was working in a greenhouse and had a pet snake. Oh, and he had a mentor at some point, who was also important for the story. Thank you! - @molewithaperole

If you know any of these fics please include the number in your reply! Thank you :)

- Mod D

[hollanovarchive]

hi!! i’m looking for a couple one shot fics that i’m worried might’ve been deleted :(

the first is a canon divergent one set during ilya’s last year at boston, from shane’s pov. shane starts going to a boxing ring and bulks up and i was obsessed with it. i specifically remember a line about him being self conscious about how tightly his shirtsleeves fit around his biceps.

the second one was somewhat canon compliant, roughly an x+1, about shane making space in his life for ilya while they’re in their situationship era. it has things like shane buying ilya a toothbrush, and shane buying coke for his fridge, and they talk on the phone a fair bit?

it’d be a shame if they were deleted but thank you for looking <3

Here is what I could find.

First Fic

waves pound the sand 

🔒 Ilya goes back to Boston. Shane takes up boxing.

punch-drunk love 

🔒 The impact against the leather bag is loud, the hits brutal and powerful. Over and over again, Shane murmurs formless praise as Ilya shifts his weight, turns his fists into every drive. Shane hasn’t told him to stop.

Second Fic:

wanna get stuck in your head 

He only realizes he’s doing it when it’s too late to stop. He’s standing in the drink aisle of the grocery store, checking the expiration dates on the cans of Coke, mentally cross-checking them with Boston’s away game schedule, and the reality hits him like someone shook one of those cans and popped it open. A snap. A fizz. A mess. Shane is making space for Ilya.

Does this fic sound familiar to anyone else? Please let me know x

[hollanovarchive]

can you help me find this fic? i think during situationship era, they meet up but shane is too tired? or sth to hook up but wants ilya to stay anyway. & they make out crazy style. shane gets rly tranced out, it's #fingers in his mouth friday, ilya spits in his mouth and calls him baby, it's like equal parts horny & tender, c'est ca

Here is what I could find.

Lucky Bastard

They're falling in love. They can't have it, even if they can have each other, just for a little while.

The One Hotel Room They Didn’t Hook Up In

At the All-Star Game in 2017, Shane Hollander doesn’t want to cancel a trip to Ilya’s hotel room, even if he’s not feeling 100% himself.

Does this fic sound familiar to anyone else? Please let me know x