Shanebug ♡ Ilyapie

𝗜𝗡𝗕𝗢𝗫 𝗖𝗟𝗢𝗦𝗘𝗗 𝗙𝗢𝗥 𝗪𝗘𝗘𝗞𝗘𝗡𝗗 ⋆✴︎˚｡⋆ 𝐅𝐢𝐜 𝐋𝐢𝐬𝐭 𝐌𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐫 l 𝐋𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐅𝐢𝐜 𝐅𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫 ⋆｡˚✴︎⋆ 𝐃𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐛𝐨𝐚𝐫𝐝 𝐏𝐚𝐠𝐞 l 𝐏𝐨𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐂𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐚𝐫 l 𝐅𝐢𝐜 𝐋𝐢𝐬𝐭 𝐂𝐚𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐮𝐞

[hollanovarchive]

𝐖𝐞𝐥𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐲 𝐁𝐥𝐨𝐠!

𝙏𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙞𝙨 𝙜𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙗𝙚 𝙢𝙮 𝙥𝙞𝙣𝙣𝙚𝙙 𝙥𝙤𝙨𝙩 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙞𝙡𝙮 𝙖𝙘𝙘𝙚𝙨𝙨 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜. 𝙁𝙚𝙚𝙡 𝙛𝙧𝙚𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙨𝙚𝙣𝙙 𝙢𝙚 𝙢𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙖𝙜𝙚𝙨 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙧𝙚𝙦𝙪𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙛𝙞𝙘 𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙩𝙨, 𝙡𝙤𝙨𝙩 𝙛𝙞𝙘𝙨, 𝙖𝙣𝙮 𝙦𝙪𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙨, 𝙤𝙧 𝙞𝙛 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙖 𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙥 𝙗𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙖𝙮 𝙝𝙞. ♡♡♡

🏒 𝐅𝐢𝐜 𝐋𝐢𝐬𝐭 𝐂𝐚𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐮𝐞 -> 𝘊𝘭𝘪𝘤𝘬 𝘵𝘰 𝘢𝘤𝘤𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘧𝘪𝘤 𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵 𝘮𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘵𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘳𝘦𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘧𝘪𝘤 𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘴

🏒 𝐃𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐛𝐨𝐚𝐫𝐝 𝐏𝐚𝐠𝐞 -> 𝘊𝘭𝘪𝘤𝘬 𝘵𝘰 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘯𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘮𝘺 𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘨 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘧𝘳𝘦𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘢𝘴𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴

🏒 𝐅𝐢𝐜 𝐋𝐢𝐬𝐭 𝐂𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐚𝐫 -> 𝘊𝘭𝘪𝘤𝘬 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘥𝘶𝘭𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘶𝘱𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘪𝘤 𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘴

🏒 𝐋𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐅𝐢𝐜𝐬 -> 𝘊𝘭𝘪𝘤𝘬 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘤𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘧𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘧𝘪𝘤𝘴

🏒 𝐇𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐯 𝐅𝐢𝐜 𝐖𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐂𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐲 -> 𝘑𝘰𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘨𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘱 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘢 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘸𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘤𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘏𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘰𝘷 𝘧𝘢𝘯𝘧𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯

🏒 𝐏𝐨𝐩𝐮𝐥𝐚𝐫 𝐓𝐚𝐠𝐬 -> 𝘍𝘪𝘤 𝘙𝘦𝘤 𝘛𝘢𝘭𝘬 | 𝘚𝘮𝘶𝘵𝘵𝘺 𝘚𝘮𝘶𝘵 𝘚𝘮𝘶𝘵 | 𝘏𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘰𝘷 𝘒𝘪𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘴 | 𝘏𝘙 𝘝𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘰𝘴 | 𝘏𝘙 1𝘹01 | 𝘏𝘙 1𝘹02 | 𝘏𝘙 1𝘹04 | 𝘏𝘙 1𝘹05 | 𝘏𝘙 1𝘹06 | 𝘔𝘺 𝘗𝘰𝘴𝘵𝘴 | 𝘔𝘺 𝘍𝘪𝘤𝘴

♡ 𝙄𝙣𝙗𝙤𝙭 𝙘𝙡𝙤𝙨𝙚𝙨 𝙤𝙣 𝙬𝙚𝙚𝙠𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙨, 𝙥𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙚 𝙨𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙢𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙖𝙜𝙚𝙨 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙈𝙤𝙣𝙙𝙖𝙮 ♡

[hollanovarchive]

Looking for happy-ending Hollanov fics where Shane doesn’t get hurt before the cottage, so Ilya follows through with his original breakup plan after the game. Basically wanting “what if the breakup actually happened first” angst/reconciliation vibes

If you want more in this trope, check out my Exes to Lovers list.

2017 Break Up Happens

🏒 even when i doubt you, i'm no good without you | 1.3k

Ilya goes to the hospital to break up with Shane. Shane starts crying and Ilya caves immediately.

🏒 my ribs are metal cages (to guard my heart) | 2.5k

Shane doesn't get hit at the 2017 Boston vs Montreal game. Ilya follows through with his plan.

🏒 just let me move on first | 3.4k

Shane doesn't get hit on the ice, doesn't end up in the hospital with a concussion and broken collarbone, doesn't invite Ilya to the cottage. Ilya finds the resolve to break things off with him that night

🏒 Course Correction | 3.4k

Ilya breaks up with Shane when he comes back from Moscow. Well, he tries anyway.

🏒 Found in Translation | 3.8k

If Shane hadn't ended up injured that night, Ilya would have broken up with him, and if Scott Hunter hadn't won that year either, what would the relationship between Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander be like?

🏒 this love is alive (back from the dead) | 4.6k

cliff marlow doesn't injure shane, and ilya goes through with his plan to end things with him that night

🏒 I Know You Want Me to Want You | 5.4k

Shane and Ilya call it quits after the All-Stars game when Ilya says they can't be anything. He says no one will fuck Shane like he can, and Shane takes that personally, starting a two year cycle of sending each other ratings of the other people they fuck

🏒 What Was That? | 5.5k

 Shane doesn't get hurt at the Boston vs. Montreal match. Instead, he gets his heart broken.

🏒 If only I’d known, I’m sorry. | 7.2k

Before Shane got a concussion on the ice, Ilya had planned to break up with him that night when they would have met up, but ultimately he couldn't go through with it after seeing Shane hurt. What if Ilya broke up with Shane before Shane got hurt on the ice?

🏒 oh comely | 8.2k

Shane doesn't get injured that night Montreal plays Boston. Ilya follows through on his plan to break things off with him. Well, he tries, at least

🏒 you stole my show, so I chase you to the pavement | 8.3k

Shane doesn't actually get hurt in the game against Boston and Ilya breaks up with him because Ilya's heart had entered into it, and that changed everything

🏒 What Hurts The Most | 8.7k

What if Shane hadn't gotten hit by Cliff in Heated Rivalry? What if he'd gone over to Ilya's that night, when Ilya planned to break up with him?

🏒 Countdown to Connect | 9.0k

🔒 Shane Hollander doesn’t take the hit from Cliff Marlow, and Ilya Rozanov ends their arrangement in 2017. Heartbroken, Shane tries to move on. He wins another Stanley Cup. He sleeps around. He’s fine. Until he is outed in photos leaked to the tabloids, clearly hooking up with a man.

🏒 it hurts to be something (it's worse to be nothing with you) | 10.3k

the aftermath of ilya breaking up with shane

🏒 Coming This Fall | 11.3k

Shane and Ilya end their relationship during the 2017 All-Star Game. Years pass with no contact off the ice. When a new TV show premieres, following two queer professional soccer players in a years-long secret relationship, the show's success creates a ripple effect through the sports world, leaving both Shane and Ilya wondering about what might have been

🏒 Before I'm someone you leave behind (I'll break your heart so you don’t break mine) | 11.5k

What if Shane never got injured?What if Ilya decided to finally take a step back?What if the 5th best player of MLH was suddenly spotted hanging out hockey's golden boy Shane Hollander?What if Ilya had a few feelings about it?

🏒 Supporting Role | 12.2k

Shane's injury is much more minor, so Ilya goes through with the breakup. Luckily, Rose is there to help him through it.

🏒 Invite Me Home | 12.7k

After Scott Hunter comes out on national TV, Ilya wants nothing more than to go to Shane's cottage and figure out a way to make their relationship work. Too bad he broke things off and blocked Shane after the Montreal/Boston game that sent Shane to the hospital. Upon discovering that Shane has blocked him back, Ilya decides to show up at the cottage and win his Hollander back.

🏒 don't rein me in | 13.1k

Ilya breaks no contact by connecting to Shane's vibrator

🏒 seigfried | 13.3k

Shane never gets injured during the All-Stars game. Ilya breaks things off with Shane after he returns from Russia. Scott Hunter never wins the Stanley Cup

🏒 (Sub)textual Evidence | 13.3k

ilya goes through with his plan to break up with shane in the hospital) (the problem? shane is too high to understand that he's being broken up with

🏒 Like A Man Who Wants Me | 13.8k

🔒 After breaking off their situationship, Shane is taunted by Ilya's sex tapes, with a man who looks eerily similar to himself.

🏒 And How Can I Move On When I'm Still In Love With You? | 19.8k

Shane never got a concussion during the Montreal/Boston game in April 2017 and Ilya ended things like he had planned to. Also the Scott/Kip kiss never happens.

🏒 I Need Sunshine | 21.4k

“I can’t do this anymore, Hollander.” His voice sounded steadier than he felt, and he was glad. "I don't want to do this."

🏒 Love In Exile Has Nowhere To Go | 22.9k

Shane doesn’t get hurt, they break up, and they don’t talk for five long years. Until Shane is traded to Ottawa

🏒 He Is Stable (You Are Deep) | 24.2k

Shane never gets injured that night at the Montreal vs. Boston game. Ilya ends things between them. They spend the next year trying to forget each other in other people. Their yearning betrays them.

🏒 Often, Lately | 26.1k

Shane does not get laid out on the ice. Ilya goes through with ending it. Shane lets him

🏒 Unearthed | 27.5k

Shane doesn’t get hurt playing against Boston, and Ilya does break up with him. Flash forward four years, and Shane finds himself playing for the Ottawa Centaurs, where Ilya has been captain since 2019

🏒 Distance Getting Close | 31.4k

Ilya ends things with Shane after he is injured at the Boston/Montreal game, but shortly thereafter Shane finds out he is pregnant.

🏒 a moonbeam in your hand | 38.3k

Ilya spirals into a deep depression when Shane breaks things off with him definitively after a horrifying run in with their feelings (and tuna melts)

🏒 The Hurt I've Caused | 48.1k

After Ilya breaks his heart, Shane gets into a relationship with a physically and emotionally abusive man. Ilya notices something is wrong. He will stop at nothing to fix things

🏒 Do You Think About Me At All? | 48.5k

Shane walked away from Ilya after the tuna melt incident. But what if Shane never turned up at the All Stars Game in Tampa?

🏒 Distance getting Close | 50.4k

Ilya ends things with Shane after he is injured at the Boston/Montreal game, but shortly thereafter Shane finds out he is pregnant.

🏒 ay, recházame (oh, reject me) | 57.3k

Shane doesn't get injured after Tampa, and Ilya breaks up with him to save both their hearts. (Un?)Fortunately for Ilya, Shane isn't letting him go without a fight

🏒 Would Have Been the Best Mistake (should have kissed you anyway) | 58.3k

where Ilya does cut things off before the cottage and Shane lets him

🏒 think twice (and come back for a third time) | 70.3k

 Ilya's father doesn't die in 2017; Ilya breaks up with Shane instead of confessing his love. They get older, but not any less stupid about each other. Shane gets a boyfriend; Ilya gets on medication; they work on becoming whole people. And they always find their way back to each other.

🏒 There's Things I Want to Say to You (but I'll just let you live) | WIP

what if Ilya had ended things in the hospital when he went to visit Shane?

🏒 Distance getting Close | WIP

Ilya ends things with Shane after he is injured at the Boston/Montreal game, but shortly thereafter Shane finds out he is pregnant

🏒 The Problem is, His Type Might Just be Assholes | WIP

Back in 2017 Shane Hollander doesn't get his bell rung in the game against Boston, and Ilya breaks things off that evening. It's best for both of them. Ilya needs to work on finding a woman he likes enough to keep around, and Shane deserves to be with a good guy. Someone who would make his world bigger, not smaller. Even if that means Ilya has a black pit where his heart should be when he lifts the Stanley Cup for the second time a few months later

🏒 We needed more, You offered less | WIP

 After their breakup, neither can handle it well. Shane Spirals, and Ilya wished he knew how to grieve them differently

🏒 this is not enough | WIP

In the Heated Rivalry book, Ilya intends to break things off with Shane the night of the All-Star Game, but then Shane gets hurt. What if Shane never gets injured by Marlow, and Ilya really does break things off?

🏒 Constellations | WIP

Boston's Ilya Rozanov decides to do what he'd been putting off for years. He calls off his affair with Shane Hollander, Montreal extraordinaire, right before a Montreal vs Boston game. He gets a hockey puck shot right into his hamstring for it. Right in the middle of the game. Honestly, he never guessed Hollander had it in him to be vindictive

Fic Rec Masterpost | Rewritten Scenes

2014 Vegas Rewrite | 2017 Break Up Happens | All Star Weekend Rewrite | Boxing Day Fight Rewrite | Centaurs Plane Crash Rewrite | First Hook Up Rewrite | Hospital Rewrites | Hospital Rewrite | Hotel Gym Rewrite | Shane Leaves Ilya Post Vegas | Sleeping w/ Other Men Fight

Similar -> 2017 Break Up Rewrite | Boyfriend Era Pt. 1 | Boyfriend Era Pt.2 | Breaking Up & Making Up | Cheating w/ Each Other | Different First Meet | Early Relationship | Exes to Lovers | Getting Together Later In Timeline | Married Hollanov Pt 1 | Married Hollanov Pt 2 | Married Hollanov Pt 3 | Pre-Relationship | Situationship Era

Feel free to add to this list (:

[hollanovarchive]

Hiii I’m searching for a lost fic it was a text fic where Shane and Ilya had met as kids (I think maybe 11 or 12) at a hockey camp and began messaging each other afterwards, sorry I don’t have more details it was one of those ones where you could scroll through the messages and it was purposefully styled like old internet sort of stuff if that helps at all

Thank youuu <3

UPDATE: Fic Added ⬇️

Willing & Able

Between the World Junior Championship and the NHL Draft, all of the top prospects are sent to a three week development camp. Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov end up sharing a room. For a brief moment, they find something in each other neither of them expected.

Here is what I could find.

Message Received 

Shane and Ilya meet at a hockey camp when they’re 11 years old and exchange each other’s AOL Instant Messenger (AIM) screen names.

Learning Curve 

Shane and Ilya meet at thirteen, at a hockey camp that feels like the beginning of everything.

Fate Or Something 

Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are thirteen years old when they meet at a hockey summer camp. Somehow, the socially awkward boy and the sad, lonely Russian kid who barely speaks any English drift towards each other.

Does this fic sound familiar to anyone else? Please let me know x

[hollandor]

what we saw vs. what shane saw

[hollanovarchive]

Hey, I’m looking for a fic where once Shane and Ilya are out Cliff thinks that Ilya is cheating on Shane. He thinks he heard Ilya with a woman/women behind that hotel door (when we knew it was Shane). He confronts Ilya at All Star Weekend.

Thank you for your help!

Literally about to lose hope in searching for this fic BUT THEN I think I found it ! Yay

I Heard You Cheat 

🔒 Because last All Stars game, when Cliff had knocked on Roz's hotel room door to try to get him to go out like old times, Roz wouldn't even open the door when he declined since he had a woman in his room. Cliff had even heard her moan. Roz had cheated on Hollander. This realization was stressing him out. And try as he might, it's not something he can ignore when the next All Stars game comes around. Not when Roz is kissing his husband like he's not a lying cheater.

[hollanovarchive]

Fic Rec Masterpost Poll

Please Vote for Part 2

Injured Hollanov Part 2

Ottawa Centaurs Part 2

Canon Divergence Part 2

Hurt/Comfort Part 2

Freak4Freak Part 2

Jealous Hollanov Part 2

Boyfriend Hollanov Part 2

Voting ended on2h

[hollanovarchive]

Hello! Thank you, you helped me find a fic earlier that I was missing! I’m hoping you can help again. It’s a fic where David doesn’t walk in on Shane and Ilya so they don’t find out. When Shane says he wants to start a charity with Ilya Yuna shuts it down. So him and Ilya retire on the earlier side and run away, basically, moving to a small town in the US with fake names. Svetlana helps them get money from their accounts. No one really realizes Ilya is missing, but Shane’s parents are distraught. They find Shane’s car by the border. Does this sound familiar?

UPDATE:

Runaways AU Tumlbr Fic

Runaway

Shane and Ilya don't come out to Yuna and David. Instead, they leave everything behind.

I had difficulty in searching for this one. Does anyone else find this one familiar and can help anon out please?

[hollanovarchive]

So there was a fic. I don’t remember if it was a one shot of a few chapters, but it was about people seeing how good Ilya and Shane are for each other. The part I remember was from Yuna’s pov, watching Ilya calm Shane down at the table when he’s freaking out. A memorable detail was Yuna remembering a time when a teenage Shane had a panic attack so bad he turned blue and Yuna dragged him to the car by herself.

I really thought I’d bookmarked it but apparently not 😭 please help

UPDATE: Fic Added ⬇️

Unhinged Love

Or a collection of one shots of people clocking how unhinged Ilya and Shane are for each other, somehow this is a perfect relationship.

Here is what I could find.

Slipping Through My Fingers All the Time

3 times Yuna is surprised by Ilya Rozanov and one time she isn't anymore

We're Doing This

Shane is already out to his parents and has chosen to purposefully introduce them to his boyfriend, but it's still not easy to tell your parents that you're dating Ilya Rozanov.

And Ilya Makes Four 

How Yuna and David come to adopt their second son

Does this fic sound familiar to anyone else? Please let me know x

[hollanovarchive]

I have lost a fic! Please help.

It had a relationship reveal in which ilya gets hurt on ice and shane tells the referee that they are engaged. I remember he pulls his ring out to show him. And the whole thing is caught on camera.

Help is much appreciated!

I think this might be your fic. I literally just read it myself !!

Bell Ringer

Shane tosses his own gloves to the ice and reaches forward, lacing their fingers together. “You took a bad hit,” he says, gritting his teeth against the fear clawing at his guts. “Flipped headfirst into the ice. Are you okay?”

[hollanovarchive]

Can you find the fic where hollonov mention not having any photos of them together and then a bunch of people send them pics from over the years? I think its a social media-esque fic but I cant remember. Your blog is so well organized and is now my go to ref for fics. Thank u for all ur hard work uwu

This was difficult for me to search. I could only come up with this one below, but hopefully someone is able to recognize this story.

Pictures Of You 

Ilya brought a polaroid style camera to the cottage, because they have no pictures of each other. Always deleting whatever they might send in texts. So let's preserve some memories to keep in a secret stash!

The only other thing I could find was this Tumblr post that had a small snippet about this prompt as well.

Does this fic sound familiar to anyone else? Please let me know x

[hollanovarchive]

Hey!! Do you have any recs for the long distance year post HR but before TLG where Shane and Ilya are dating but Ilya is still playing in Boston?? I’m obsessed with those. Ty!♥️

Hiii, you and @midshipmank asked the same question so this is for both of you !! Make sure to also check out my "Pre-Long Game" list, as this includes those 3 years between HR and TLG that we do not get to see.

Final Boston Year

🏒 Let your body talk to me | 2.3k

Lily: for every goal I score tonight, you cum once Shane slammed his phone onto the locker shelf, screen down, and cursed when he heard it crack.

🏒 the prettiest fan | 2.3k

the one were Shane Hollander goes to watch a Raider's game like any other hockey fan would.

🏒 The Space Between | 3.0k

Spending time together at the cottage was amazing and a huge turning point in Shane and Ilya's relationship. It was the place where they declared their feelings and made a plans for their future. But that doesn't change the fact that Shane has to go home to Montreal and Ilya has to return to Boston for at least one more season. How will it feel to return to their old lives as captains of the Montreal Metros and the Boston Raiders now that everything between them feels new?

🏒 Boston Blue | 3.4k

Shane and Ilya video call while doing long-distance. Ilya has news for Shane, and Shane has a surprise for Ilya..

🏒 Marley can't get a fucking break | 4.0k

It's Ilya's last year in Boston. With Shane, they have a secret and a plan. The secret cannot handle Cliff Marleau getting to know Shane and recognising too much of Ilya in him

🏒 I'd like to buy a vowel | 4.3k

Hayden figures out who Boston Lily is thanks to three little letters on a Valentine's Day card

🏒 but what came spilling out that day was the truth | 4.6k

 Shane & Ilya get a moment to breathe in the final Boston year.

🏒 humidifier | 5.2k

Shane takes care of a sick Ilya who doesn't think he deserves it

🏒 The Great Jersey Mix-Up of 2018  | 5.6k

Shane accidentally wears Ilya’s jersey to his team practice. The Voyageurs react about as well as is to be expected, and Hayden jumps to some very confident and very incorrect conclusions

🏒 The life I could've lived (but I didn't) | 5.9k

Ilya has met Shane's family, and it was about time Shane met his family in Boston. Svetlana wants to be supportive for her best friend, but she was also around for the mental breakdown last year when Shane dated Rose. That's not something she can just let go.

🏒 Another Anniversary | 5.9k

It's the first anniversary of Grigori Rozanov's death. Unfortunately, Shane is stuck playing a string of away games and Ilya is in Boston. When Shane's desperate messages go unanswered he panics, and calls the only person he can think of.

🏒 Hayden Pike Gets a Clue | 6.0k

Set during Ilya’s last year in Boston. Five times Hayden stays clueless and one time he figures it out

🏒 you'd rather die than take your eyes off me | 6.1k

Ilya is in a car accident. Shane hurries to be by his side, and outs them in the process. Set during the year Ilya is playing for Boston

🏒 Use My Skin to Bury Secrets In | 6.2k

It’s been weeks now since he’s been back and the Raiders’ first practice is tomorrow. He’s staring down at the barrel of a long, long few months of solitude. The thought shouldn’t be so daunting still, but it is. It is. It’s different now that Shane is his boyfriend, now that he knows what it’s like to spend long, uninterrupted days together and now that he knows what it is to feel the lack of them.

🏒 Measured In Moments | 6.4k

A collection of moments from Shane and Ilya's first year in a long-distance relationship

🏒 Maybe: Jane | 6.8k

The Boston Raiders tease Rozanov about his mystery long distance girlfriend, sending Jane stories and embarrassing pictures of Ilya. Shane and Ilya don’t think much of it - until Theo Michaud gets traded to from Boston to Montreal and updates his contact list.

🏒 Dream Bigger | 6.9k

Shane Hollanders season ends before the play offs start, when he gets injured in New York. His boyfriend and his mom keep him grounded and help him realize that some plans can change for the better.

🏒 stranger to my eyes | 6.9k

Ilya at the cottage, and his final year in Boston

🏒 Never Throwing You Away | 8.0k

Shane is frustrated when he shows up at Ilya's house to find out he hasn't packed a single box. An interruption from Cliff Marlow sends him spiraling further, until Ilya shows him just how in love with Shane he is

🏒 Car Talk | 8.4k

During a stolen weekend in Boston, Ilya gets Shane to come with him on a drive outside the city. Shane learns to appreciate the Porsche

🏒 My love mine all mine | 10.0k

After the cottage, after the confessions, before the trade to Ottawa, Shane and Ilya are adapting to a new version of their relationship, where needs and wants still have to be discussed. They're not great at the whole 'communicating' thing yet, and it all comes to a head when Ilya pushes Shane in the arms of someone else, for what he thinks is the good of everyone involved.

🏒 The Great Migraine Mishap of 2018 | 10.1k

Where his friend’s curls should have been on the pillow there was a shock of black hair. Instead of Roz’s familiar features he was looking at a face full of freckles, a face that he recognized easily as they had been playing against each other only hours earlier.

🏒 Taking You In | 10.9k

🔒 This was it — Ilya’s last season playing for the Bears before moving to Ottawa. Capping off his Boston tenure with the winning goal in his last regular-season game against Montreal had been sweet, to say the least.

🏒 i'll leave the porch light on | 11.0k

Svetlana loves Ilya more than she can properly express. Even as he starts to move away from her and the home he loves to settle in fucking Ottawa.

🏒 Boston Lily - Over and Out | 11.2k

Shane's bad decisions to make the most of the last time Ilya will play for the Boston Bears before moving to Ottawa

🏒 Find My Irresponsible Boyfriend | 11.6k

Shane and Ilya's texts and location sharing throughout their relationship post-cottage

🏒 It Takes a Village | 13.4k

An exploration of the first few months of Ilya and Shane’s “official” relationship, featuring Shane’s extremely supportive parents who do not do anything by half measures. Starts in September 2017.

🏒 ignoring every omen | 13.6k

ilya's last season in boston through the eyes of hockey twitter

🏒 The Same But Different | 15.3k

In the time between leaving the cottage and Ilya’s transfer to Ottawa, Shane and Ilya try to navigate their new unfamiliar relationship under old familiar circumstances.

🏒 ilya can always reject his father (but he cannot escape his mother's blood) | 15.5k

After their confession at the cottage last summer, right before Ilya's transfer to Centaurs is finalized, Ilya wants to visit Russia for the last time. What he doesn't expect is this visit making Shane break up with him.

🏒 I already miss you | 16.0k

Ilya is finally seeing Shane for the first time since their summer at the cottage but Shane's parents crash their first evening alone in weeks. Set during that agonising final season Ilya plays for Boston

🏒 vestigial instincts | 16.1k

Montreal knocks Boston out of the playoffs. Shane learns how to be Ilya Rozanov's boyfriend. Ilya wears Shane's jersey. Set about a year after the finale.

🏒 я люблю тебя еще больше | 17.3k

Shane and Ilya attend the All-Stars Weekend for the first time as boyfriends. They're trying their best to keep their secret hidden from their peers whilst also finding time to connect. Set after the cottage during the last year Ilya plays for Boston.

🏒 Careful All The Time | 24.3k

An insecure over-thinker and a self-destructive thrill-seeker walk into a relationship.

🏒 Modern Lockets | 35.7k

In the year between the Cottage and the Centaurs, Ilya misses Shane more than ever. Svetlana’s teenage cousin offers a coping method: Kpop-style Shane Hollander photocards to stare at all day long. It's a shame carrying around pictures of fellow hockey players is just not socially acceptable.

🏒 Few and Far Between | 37.2k

🔒 To get themselves through Ilya's final season in Boston, they decide that Ilya will be in control of Shane's orgasms all year

🏒 I want to be here | 41.3k

Shane invites Ilya to Ottawa to spend the Christmas break with his family. Ilya deals with complex feelings about home, family, belonging, and grief

🏒 The Boston Year | 63.6k

A look at the year that Ilya still played for Boston, except they explicitly state their dom/sub relationship, and explore that dynamic (and kink) together.

🏒 Countdown | 83.5k

There is a year before Ilya can sign with Ottawa, Shane counts down the days until their forever

🏒 Growing Fonder | WIP

 an exploration of Shane and Ilya's first year as a couple while Ilya finishes out his final season in Boston

🏒 The Last Boston Year | WIP

There's a year between the ending and the epilogue of Heated Rivalry. This is it.

🏒 Sextistics | WIP

🔒  Ilya maps their long-distance sex life onto Shane's hockey performance stats as enrichment for both of them, and the results surprise even him.

🏒 Important To Someone | WIP

Ilya and Shane can't take photos of each other. That doesn't stop Ilya from wishing he could. This is a bunch of times during the first year of their relationship Ilya almost hits the shutter button.

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Hi, I have been trying to find this fic for a while. I went through my history and everything but I dont remember if this was a part of a long fic and I just couldn't find it.

Shane gets in touch with Svetlana to find pictures of Ilya's mum. some hit-man adjacent guy finds them and shane gives them to ilya before his birthday. he puts it in a nice frame and everything and assured ilya that he would never lose the picture because shane scanned it and has it secured in two places. its a picture of little ilya with his mother. ilya sents a zoomed in picture of just his mother to alexei.

thank you!

UPDATE: Fic Added ⬇️

Duty of Care

Specifically, chapter 7 and 9 -> Ilya Rozanov, get loved

Here is what I could find.

Baby Blues 

When Ilya takes an interest in Shane's baby photos displayed around the Hollander's home, Shane decides, with the help of Svetlana, to track down some of Ilya's own.

Mom

Ilya shows Shane pictures of his mother

Does this fic sound familiar to anyone else? Please let me know x

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I’m looking for a freaky little fanfic about Shane being unhealthily obsessed with Ilya. Like crazy obsessed. He buys an apartment across the street and breaks into Ilya’s place and saves all these mementos like his hair and cigarette butts. I think he clips his fingernails while he sleeps so he can keep them??? It’s pretty dark but no violence or kidnapping or anything that I remember, just a little cheeky stalking and WHO among us—

UPDATE: Fic Added ⬇️

Icarus

He’s breathing the same air as Shane Hollander. Carbon dioxide is passing from Hollander’s lungs to his. You should be mine, he thinks of commanding, on the off chance Hollander will obey. You’re the center of my world and you should be all mine.

Here is what I could find.

bite my tongue 

Stalker Shane meets the object of his affections for the first time. Literally just the first scene of the show, redone with a more unhinged Shane POV.

i’m your biggest fan and you should be scared :) 

Ilya Rozanov just got drafted to the NHL, and after making a twitter account, per his social media managers request, he finds himself in a dark and twisted relationship with his new stalker.

Subject: Class is cancelled... 

Shane has a problem. Shane has several problems, actually. They can differ day to day, depending heavily on whether or not he's running late to class or an assignment is almost due, but in general, his problems are thus: he is in love with his roommate, that roommate is Ilya Rozanov, and if Ilya ever discovers even half of the things Shane has done because of that crush, Shane will probably have to either change his name and transfer universities or fake his own death.

Does this fic sound familiar to anyone else? Please let me know x

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MY SHANEBUG 🥹

[hollanovarchive]

hi! im looking for a fic where shane would tell ilya idioms (wrong ones) and ilya would say them to the centaurs which got shane to laugh. at one point the centaurs tell ilya shane is telling him the wrong ones. Ilya knew from the start, he just kept saying it because he loved seeing shane laugh.

would really love to read this again! ive asked everywhere and no can find it

Here is what I could find.

lost in translation 

5 times Ilya confidently uses an English phrase and gets it almost right. Close enough to sound convincing. Wrong enough to stop a room cold.

It's all I could find. Does this fic sound familiar to anyone else? Please let me know x

[hollanovarchive]

I have a Q! Fanfic of bookstore owner Shane and actor Ilya. ☹️☹️ I completely forgot to bookmark.

I just read this one (if it's the one I am thinking of) and absolutely LOVED it. Could this be it?

Celebrity romance

“Your name? No, I don’t– sorry, have we met before?” Shane asked, suddenly embarrassed. He didn't remember seeing this man in the shop before. Oh god, had they gone on a date and he forgot? It had been awhile since he went out with anyone, so it must have been quite a long time ago if that was the case. But Shane was sure he would remember someone who looked and sounded like that.

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Tuna Melt Rewrite

Due to the high demand of Tuna Melt fic requests, here is a masterpost for you♡ These are a mix of stories I have read and have not read.

🏒 Post-Tuna Melt (Downstairs Version) | 1.1k

If Shane and Ilya had actually talked after the tuna melt scene.

🏒 Tuna Melt(down) | 1.5k

Shane has an autistic meltdown after the tuna melts and frottage at Ilya's house.

🏒 Tuna Melt Rewrite | 1.6k

🔒 A fic where the tuna melt conversation goes a little differently, and that ends up changing the outcome of their time together.

🏒 When It All Melts Down, I’ll Be There | 2.1k

Tuna meltdown happens, but Shane has a panic attack before he can flee Ilya's house. The delay, and Ilya's care in helping him through it, lead to an honest conversation which has been years in the making.

🏒 Everything I Didn't Say | 2.1k

Shane tries to run away after they say each other's names for the first time. Ilya chases after him and makes them talk it out.

🏒 Tuna Melt Fix It | 2.2k

Shane is having a rough day, they talk about it.

🏒 Not Nothing | 2.2k

Post-tuna melt, Shane returns to the hotel room he shares with Hayden

🏒 First Name Basis | 2.4k

A fix-it fic for the Tuna Melt scene, except Shane has an anxiety attack about everything before Ilya can make it better.

🏒 Such a lovable Lamb (for me) | 2.7k

post Tuna melt fix-it because shane is tired of not letting himself have the things he wants. And he wants Ilya.

🏒 stay with me, stay | 2.8k

🔒 the boys talk some things out a little earlier. shane gets an apology.

🏒 i'm working it out from the look on your face | 2.9k

 tuna melt fix-it with shane and ilya and lamps

🏒 Wherever You Go, That's Where I Am | 3.1k

Post-tuna melt fix-it. Ilya reaches his breaking point.

🏒 I Should Go... | 3.2k

What would have happened if Shane hadn't left after Ilya said his first name?

🏒 Bar Down | 3.3k

instead of shane walking out post tuna melt, they decide to become exclusive instead

🏒 Next Time, We Stay (we do this for real) | 3.6k

Cliff does a good deed, and two hockey boys play vulnerability chicken trying to actually communicate. A Tuna Meltdown fix-it.

🏒 simmer in the letdown | 3.9k

Shane goes to see Boston Lily and comes back – noticeably distressed – wearing another man’s clothes. Hayden Pike may not be the most perceptive motherfucker around, but even he knows something is up.

🏒 tail between your legs you're leaving | 4.1k

Another post-tuna-melt-Shane-stays story

🏒 Boil the Frog | 4.1k

What if Rozanov decided to use the idea of getting to fuck raw as a way to convince Hollander to be exclusive instead

🏒 always fumbling your name | 4.1k

Shane ended things in Boston. The universe had other plans.

🏒 Tuna Melt Rewind | 4.2k

What if Shane hadn’t panicked after the tuna melt incident?

🏒 Everything is coming up roses | 4.3k

Shane freaks out after the tuna melt scene, but what if he stays over anyway?

🏒 Not After This | 4.4k

Shane doesn't make it out the door during the tuna meltdown.

🏒 For the love of | 4.4k

A photo is taken of Shane leaving Ilya's house after the big post-tuna melt freakout.

🏒 won't you stay 'til the am? | 4.5k

What if Shane didn't actually get out of the door?

🏒 New Year, New Us | 4.6k

Post-tuna melt, Shane realises that he fucked up. Making things better comes with bigger consequences than he expected.

🏒 do i want you because you're wonderful? | 4.9k

the game after the Tuna Melt Incident

🏒 tell me I got here at the right time | 5.7k

Shane's stuck in a time loop of tuna melt day.

🏒 running back to you | 6.4k

what if shane forgot his jacket at Ilya's and can't leave without it?

🏒 fight or flight | 6.5k

An alternate take on the Tuna Melt scene where, after Shane flees the scene, Ilya runs after him to fight for them.

🏒 You’re The Only Friend I Need | 7.1k

an outsider perspective of episode 4, where Hayden has to pick up the pieces Ilya left of Shane after he storms out of his home in Boston.

🏒 00:00 | 7.4k

Shane says 'i love you' when Ilya makes him a tuna melt and neither of them is ready for what comes after

🏒 Holy Situationship, Batman! | 7.5k

After the great Tuna Meltdown, Ilya takes to Reddit to get advice on what he did wrong using the pseudonyms Lily and Jane.

🏒 Growing Sideways | 8.4k

instead of running out on Ilya, Shane traps himself in the bathroom. With no obvious means of escape, they'll have to do what they're worst at: talk.

🏒 find light in the beautiful sea | 9.9k

another "Shane stays post-tuna melt scene" fic.

🏒 you light my fire like a cigarette | 10.0k

Ilya does something a little different on tuna melt day

🏒 Promises Never Made | 12.7k

Shane messages Ilya a few days after the tuna melt scene. Ilya is trying to not scare him away again. He will restrain himself. He will take what Shane gives him and never ask for more. Just please, he can’t see him walk out of his life again

🏒 My Name On Your Lips | 13.9k

Episode 4: Rose - canon divergence where Shane doesn’t even make it off Ilya’s lap before plunging into the depths of a panic attack

🏒 Strike-Slip Tectonics | 23.0k

the tuna meltdown doesn't happen, and Shane doesn’t realize he has a boyfriend for several months

🏒 you're nice but you're not him | 29.7k

Shane walks away and leaves Ilya with a belly-button full of jizz, half a tuna melt, and a broken heart Instead of going to a bar and meeting Rose Landry...what if he goes home with the bartender?

🏒 falling into you | 30.9k

Ilya makes him tuna melts and says his name and Shane doesn’t freak out and run away. Well, he does freak out, but he also stays. Or the one where Shane doesn’t realize that Ilya’s his boyfriend for a solid three months

🏒 Only You (Could Ruin Me Like This) | 35.7k

That girl at the club meant nothing. Shane drunk-texting Ilya at 2 AM means everything.

🏒 headfirst into shallow pools | 37.2k

After the tuna melt debacle, but before Rose, Ilya makes the reckless decision to go to a gay bar to take his mind off of Shane. When photographs get published, Shane has a realization and devises a plan: he's going to ask Ilya Rozanov to marry him.

🏒 I've come undone (but you make sense of who I am) | 65.3k

After Shane walks away, his life falls apart one piece at a time.

🏒 the courtship of ilya rozanov | 75.3k

After the tuna melt meltdown, Shane meets Rose Landry, has several deeply inconvenient revelations, and decides to do the only sensible thing: win Ilya back with sincerity, logistics, and a frankly alarming amount of emotional effort. Ilya, meanwhile, mistakes every tender gesture for the kind prelude to an inevitable goodbye.

Fic Rec Masterpost | Rewritten Scenes

2014 Vegas Rewrite | 2017 Break Up Happens | All Star Weekend Rewrite | Boxing Day Fight Rewrite | Centaurs Plane Crash Rewrite | First Hook Up Rewrite | Hospital Rewrite | Hotel Gym Rewrite | Shane Leaves Ilya Post Vegas | Sleeping w/ Other Men Fight | Tuna Melt Rewrite

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