Although you did your best to make the world hate you;
This game you played, you did not win.
Your soul so infested with hatred, so much pent up rage you held with in.
You suffer from your own sin.
The world we live in is selfish and cruel but you threw your own life away, you left your soul bleeding in some ditch
You once told me, “Thats life for ya, how can you expect it to be anything but a bitch?
But if you view life this way then peace is something you will never find, your pessimistic outlook on life is a flaw that you must flip the switch.
Your own mistakes paved the way to your constraints;
You are now locked in a cage.
Tethered to your anger, you have a bad temper you constantly entertain;
You make excuses on why these emotions are ones you must engage.
Are you ready to release yourself from your shackles?
Are you capable of relinquishing yourself from these pain inflicting feelings and move onto life's next stage?
To unencumber yourself from soul constricting deities so you and I ever exist on together on the same page;
Can we ever be friends with out being on such vastly different thought planes?
You will no longer be able to put a price tag on your friendship because friendship isn’t a commodity that can be bought.
Intertwined in your life, I am caught.
I only wish that I brought you comfort in a time where you actually felt hopelessly distraught.
Fr your support my spirit and soul will linger near by
I will stay close, and on you I will keep a watchful eye,
Your wellbeing will stain the back of my mind.
I hope one day you can spread your wings and fly;
I wanted to save your soul; I cannot bare to see it die.
But my wallet will be something you will no longer be able to rely.
We have both been consumed by these demons busy tugging at our heart strings, whispering in our ears.
Caving into their wishes has lost you everything you hold dear.
Even though you hated if my presence was anywhere near;
In essence, I am always here.
If only helping you grow is something of which I had the means.
For you, I untie my soul as I watch yours unfold by the seams.
But it only helped you tie yours back together in my own sweet dreams.