I always agreed to the notion of never to expect, and thought to myself- that not bad I am very well following it and that is the reason for my happiness. Well in real little did I know that I was not following this notion but I was suppressing it within me.
So this truth strikes me badly that OMG I am like everyone else that I expect and then feel bad that I am not getting a certain things from certain close people as expected. This thought has made me feel like I do not know myself, negative thoughts about myself. I need a journey to familiarize myself........ That is self expedition :)
So planning to go on a journey alone - understand myself, like myself, get to know what exactly I am going through right now and then get back to my world with all the people I love..... :)
When I am back I plan to look at life and my people in a whole different perspective :)