It's that mixed up type of feeling.
The one where you wonder
Wonder if you took the right path
Or if you should've taken the other one.
The one where you play the scene back
Over and over and over again.
The one where you think
You may have missed a turn back somewhere.
The one where you should've said
What you really meant.
But that feeling traps you
And makes you even more lost.
It tells you that you're wrong.
But that feeling's a lie.
Play it over and over again
Until you find the right direction
And go endlessly into it.
Endlessly into finding yourself.
JOSHUA RADIN!! I love so many things about this :D where have you been all this time!!!?!
OMG YOU DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO PRONOUNCE YOUR OWN NAME! (I have a small wifi access!)
I HAVE BEEN RIGHT HERE, SITTING IN THIS BORING CHAIR, WAITING FOR OUR PATHS TO CROSS (ONLINE). WE WERE MEANT TO MEET AND SCREAM AT EACH OTHER. and yes, for 16 long years, i didn't know how to pronounce my name. OUR NAME. *facepalms* But now I know, AND I’M NOT EVEN USING IT. If someone calls me Pauline now, I’d think it was my college professor reprimanding me or telling me I FAILED MY THESIS. (sometimes I still wake up from having that particular nightmare you know?)
lostyourway replied to your post“About Me”
kari jobe!
SHE’S FANTASTIC RIGHT? She’s like this punk rock slash balladeer christian gal and she’s amazing <3 i think my fav song of hers is You are for me. and I’m a little bit in love with her self titled album that was released in ‘09!
guysinvnecks replied to your post “About Me”
ok first of all i love how my booing actually motivated you to do this lmao! second of all how dare you use a chuck reference making me nostalgic and ish. i havent even clicked read more yet but i feel this will be a good read.
I KNOW YOUR WEAKNESS LILI, I KNOW THEM. SEE? AND YOU KNOW MINE. AND IT’S A BEAUTIFUL DISASTROUS FRIENDSHIP.
mondetour replied to your post “About Me”
Okay. First of all, I love you. ;) Secondly, our birthdays are separated by a week. Thirdly, Siopao is the nickname we gave my baby cousin when she was born! Cutest ever. Fourth..ly? YOUR FAVORITE BOOKS I LOVE THEM TELL ME MORE. <3
I LOVE YOU BACK RIKKI! <3 WHEN IS YOUR BIRTHDAY LOVE? I have to mark it on my calendar! HAHA, let me guess, you call your baby cousin siopao bec of her chubby cheeks right? I CAN RELATE. AND BOOKS BOOKS BOOKS! I’m gonna scream at your inbox later <3
i’ve been tagged by professionalkitchendancer and guysinvnecks
Rule one: always post the rules
Rule two: answer the questions the person who tagged you asked and write 5 new ones
Rule three: tag 5 people and link them to the post
Rule four: actually tell them you tagged them
Questions asked by professionalkitchendancer
What’s the last really nice thing someone did for you?
= I've been looking for some vegetable shortening for the longest time because I wanted to make pie, so I mentioned it in passing to a friend, asking where I could get one. A week later, she comes by my house with a kilo of shortening and a huge grin on her face. My grin was bigger tho. It's the little things that count, right?
What was the first story (movie, tv show, book etc.) you fell in love with (i.e. my obsession with The Little Mermaid)?
= The first movie I fell in love with was Beauty and the Beast. It's also my fav Disney movie. It explains itself right?
= There was once this super cheesy anime show Fushigi Yugi that I loved so much. I can still remember the infamous line MIYAKA!!! TAMAHOME!!!! I grew up watching a lot of anime shows. There's Ghostfighter, Samurai-X, Evangelion, Gundam and etc!
= The first book I fell in love with was Fellowship of the Ring by J.R.R. Tolkien. It's the first book I purchased all by my lonesome. It's not the first book I read but it's the first book I got obsessed with. I was 13 then.
What word do you always misspell or if you are a good speller what other grammar/writing rule is a pain in your but?
= commitment/committed, embarrassing, and February. I am also terribad in prepositions. [oh hey you could use those words in a sentence! It's embarrassing how afraid I am of commitments especially during the month of February. NAILED IT!]
What question do you hate answering? (you don’t have to answer it)
= WHEN ARE YOU GETTING MARRIED?! WHY ARE YOU STILL SINGLE?! AREN'T YOU LONELY?! YOU'RE WASTING YOUR GENES!? IS SOMEONE COURTING YOU AT THE MOMENT?! [Whenever I hear these things, I SEETHE. Inwardly. Because I always hear this in family reunions and I.Must.Be.Polite.]
What is something that always makes you laugh?
= PUNS!!!!
Questions asked by guysinvnecks
What’s your favorite month?
= SEPTEMBER!
If you could time travel, what time/era do you wanna go?
= THE BEGINNING OF TIME
What was your biggest secret at age fifteen?
= IT REMAINS A SECRET.
If you could be friends with a fictional character, who would it be?
= MACGYVER
How do you know the last person you texted?
= MY DAD
Look to your right. Describe what you see.
= A DOOR
Weirdest dream?
= Gerard Butler sex dream. I'M NOT EVEN ATTRACTED TO HIM
A lie someone said about you?
= That I'm *consciously coupling* with a guy that I dislike.
What was the last thing you bought?
= MRS. FIELDS CHOCOLATE FUDGE BROWNIE ICE CREAM.
Tell me a story.
= I GOT TO PET A 4 YEAR OLD ALASKAN MALAMUTE 2 DAYS AGO AND IT'S THE NICEST AND SWEETEST DOG DESPITE IT'S GARGANTUAN SIZE. IT LOOKS LIKE THIS AND HE WEIGHS OVER 60 KILOGRAMS
MY QUESTIONS:
What's the really nice thing *you* did for someone else very recently?
Who was your *first* and biggest celebrity crush and WHY? [bonus question: Do you regret it now?]
What character death or plot twist in all the movies/shows/books you watch/read that made you the MOST ANGRY?
What is your most embarrassing story? [don't be shy!]
Why do you have that unpopular opinion regarding your favorite show/movie/book/actor? (obviously, please state the unpopular opinion and why)
I'm tagging: coburns, awaybacktothen, lostyourway, andthenisay, generalbeckman I'm really curious 'bout your answers guys :') Don't forget to tag me once you decide to answer okay?
Milka! I finally watched Serenity yesterday and even though I knew Wash was gonna die, it still was the worst!!! Also, happy new year!
omg laura i am so sorry it's the worst now and it'll stay the worst. the 'he ain't comin' ' line kills me every single time. but yes, onto happier topics - happy new year, hope it's a wonderful one! <3