#lotus rambles

[lotus-n-l0ve]

I found this fanart on Pinterest and my gosh! it's so cute 😭🤧 but can someone tell me what candy/food is that, please?

[lotus-doodles-04]

Rant about the new MOTM update! Spoilers!

@nortsauce and @flygutzz YOU GUYS COOKED AS USUAL!!

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Okay! WOW! This update was a lot!

What is exactly Dandy hiding from his friends? Why or what is he protecting them from? To the point where they don’t even know of the outside world? Then what happens if they do find out why they were blocked from the outside? They would probably feel betrayed that their whole lives being locked away. Why is Dandy being the scapegoat for Mickey’s mistake?? Maybe to not throw the town into chaos that their mayor accidentally “created” mother? But why was Mickey messing with the blot? I dont think he has a background for medicine mention in the comic?

Then there is Bendy! I love morally grey character!!

What makes a person a “good person”? Bendy was raised to be a “good person” by Boris and probably by nuns too. That by being a “good person” they can live “forever” or good things happen to them. Then he’s hit with the blot and has been sick probably his whole life. He did everything “right” didn’t he? Wasn’t he “good”. His body is betraying him, he lost his dream carrier, dancing and singing, he lost his relationship with Dandy probably by an accident or argument.

Then when he “accepted” that he way going to die slowly and painfully. There’s a way for him to get better for him to live again. To go back to dancing and singing, to be able to see his brother grow up and achieve his dreams. To find love again and make new friends.

How far are you willing to go to see it through? While yes Bendy did “kill” Dyle, but could he really save him? With a weak body that just went through being chased by searchers? With an injured leg? After telling Dyle to leave the boxes? He just wanted to live after thinking he was going to die.

As for the deal with Cuphead, Bendy did not need to treat him that way. He didn’t need to drag him around like an object. But like I mentioned before Bendy’s body is betraying him. He wants to have some sort of control over something or in this case someone. To not feel small or weak.

Thank you for listening to my TED talk!

[xxtokenlotusxx]

See you Sunday :)…🦇🩸

[foxbloghub]

merry christmas selfshippers!!! ur f/os are getting you so many lovely gifts and kissing you under the mistletoe and cuddling with you while sipping hot cocoa and

[lovelylotusf1]

The influence of mutuals is so strong that i, too, am now reading and later watching the gay hockey show

[kamal-nayan]

My thoughts sometimes oscillate between "I don't wanna be a mom, I don't wanna get married, pregnancy is a nightmare, I think children are annoying, motherhood isn't for me AT ALL" and "if I ever adopt a child, I would treat them with the outmost love and patience that I was deprived of, be an actual friend to them and never treat them like the way my mother did me"

And it's so confusing.

[velmorasaga]

REF TIME BABY:D

Here some new lore about him, since I’ve decided to change a lot of things to fit his character.

Nabaal

• Nabaal is Abel’s real name, and is considered known as the “Black Wizard”, one who created a sub demon race and the existence of Black Magic.

• In reality, Nabaal is just a creation from a wizard that he himself doesn’t know the name of. That said wizard was punished by the gods and eradicated the creations beside Nabaal, as he was saved by a celestial being called “Caelum”, who granted him immortality, immunity to the Gods laws, and a consciousness

• As his time being known as Nabaal, a faction called “Eyes of Temptation” was formed under the influence of the Black Wizard in a large courtyard in the far East called “Khazaria”.

• For five centuries, Nabaal would be the leader of this faction along with multiple dark guilds that fell into it, before one day, he took interest on human kind. So he would take his leave from the head of the faction, claiming to travel across the land to spread darkness.

• Nabaal used to have a disgust for human food, so he had to consume human flesh or demon souls to satisfy his hunger. By consuming these demon souls, he is capable of turning into other demons and using their abilities.

• As a demon, he is capable of using a magic form called “Curse”. He is capable of using something called “Marco”(Yes I decided to give him this curse type), which allows him manipulate any living or non living things.

Abel Klein

• After his departure from Khazaria, Nabaal forcefully and painfully nailed off his horns and shifted into a somewhat human form, giving himself the name of “Abel Klein”.

• For another century, Abel lived among human kind, occasionally moving towns or counties since he couldn’t live in one single place for long due to his magic and to make sure he would never be discovered.

For a long time, he was disappointed on how weak the Human race was. It was until he met a dragon called “Caleena” the Moon dragon god.

Abel was happy when he met someone who decently matched his powers levels, but the dragon had feared his powers, knowing this man’s identity, so she offer if he was willing to learn the existence of the lands called “Velmora”.

Interested about it, he spared the dragon god’s life and was lead to the hidden lands.

Velmora was a continent that had the most magical energy in all of EarthLand.

While it was true Abel met powerful people, he was still left unsatisfied.

However, it wasn’t until he felt the presence of someone similar to him. One who shared the same curse of immortality like him.

NOW SOME FACTS:)

• As a demon, Abel has a disadvantage when it comes to Holy/Light/White magics. He is unable to visit holy locations or certain temples either, which is why he takes a disliking for the guild called the “Sanctuary”.

• Abel heavily dislikes the Gods. This includes God Slayers since they have relations to some gods technically. However, Dragon Gods are an exception, as he takes a liking for them, since they are one of the only races who can actually give him a decent fight.

• Funny thing about him is that he doesn’t understand or can write the human languages. (He does have Dyslexia)

• Abel gives nicknames to people he likes.

• Unlike most demons, Abel is considered way more human then them since he can feels more positive emotions. However, he is still considered the most powerful demon.

• Black Magic is not known in Fiore as most users exists out of it. Abel never created it to begin with, as it was created by the faction he led.

• Abel is a A rank in Verdant Pact literally because he fails the S Class Trials(And also Seraphine can’t trust Abel to be a S Rank)

• The other four members of the Eternals knows that Abel is the “Black Wizard”(Bryan had the most horrified reactions to this, but to the current day, they still remains the closest “friends” out of the group(Gay asses—))along with the Guild Masters of The Sanctuary, Crucible Union, and The Verdant Pact.

• He is considered the most unserious member of the Eternals.

(Off topic: I caused panic on a server saying that I would either kill off David or Brandon, and Abel would kill one of them. Luckily I scrapped that idea:))

I do tend on creating original takeover forms for Abel.

I PLAN ON UPDATING NINARI’S REF TOO:))

[lotustoy]

Watching nom in the midoffs is so strange I never got into speed running past like watching the wekkly thing

and now I'm so invested in this doomed team.