#lovedeath

[danishexmachina]

LoveDeath (2006, dir. Ryuhei Kitamura) poster by Shintaro Kago

[deeviy]

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|𝐓𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞| I can feel it in my very bones, 𝘮𝘺 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶 It has grown so much, it knows no end I can't keep it contained within me It aches so much It taints me It has teeth and claws that want to split up my arms and shins, rip my body from inside out, open my mind for you, and let you see see how much my body bleeds and reeks of 𝘮𝘺 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶. -𝓓

[bottomgf]

♡

[deeviy]

You are your damnation

Where does all the love you keep giving others come from? Where the hell does it come from? Who ever loved you enough to pour that much love into you? Who ever cared for you enough to let you do that for others? Who, ever? Who, ever?

Doesn't it drain you to pour from an empty urn as if it's magical, like it doesn't need refilling? Aren't there times when you try to pour and find out there's no more love left to give?

What are you, my dear? Where do you bring all that love from? How do you give out so much? It leaves you empty and you still don't wanna stop.

A self saboteur or a lover? Aren't they both the same thing?

—𝓓

[deeviy]

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|𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒕𝒖𝒖𝒔 𝒆𝒔| You know I'm grateful for all that you gave me, all that I didn't deserve; that you were everything to me constantly in my head, always in my heart, You lived inside me. But I tell you now, when you walked out I cried myself to oblivion in November skies imagining all the weapons that could've been strong enough to change your mind. All the winter nights slipped away like your wind and I was left breathless. I needed to inhale love back in but you weren't there so my heart killed you, a swift blade right through you, I couldn't even notice. It buried you in a hole I didn't even know existed. When you returned, I thought you were alive. I stood with shovel in my calloused hands to dig you out from where you lay cold, but it was just an illusion. Necromancy isn't something I can do after all. So I'm sorry baby, I couldn't find your grave but you died for I was in mourning. I'm sorry if I became the reason for your nights' weeps. I know it hurts to eat the mud of your grave, my love but I'm sorry I can't resurrect you. I'm sorry that you're rotting somewhere inside me. (Or maybe all these thoughts I put down are what the illusion is.) -𝓓

[deeviy]

|𝐃𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡 𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐡| (within my last minutes)

Do not remember me

Remember how I loved you

That all I ever did was love you. On my every breath, was your name. And now that you're not by my side, I terribly miss you. I want yours to be the last pair of eyes I see when I finally close mine, so I can hope that yours will be the first ones I see when I open mine in another world. I want your hands to be the last ones I hold, so the lines and mounts of our palms blend and you would be written as my fate in next life. So tell me, my love, if you're coming to bid me farewell I'll tell death to wait I'll stay a bit longer, if you're coming, honey, I'll stay a bit longer for you. For you, in this life and in next. "For you, a thousand times over." -𝓓

[bottomgf]

♡

[noe10vg]

Love & Death ★★★★★★★★☆☆