#lovefromdean

[azaraspirit]

lovefromdean replied to your post:i couldnt resist! @lovefromdean this post made me...

NICE

really? thank you i thought it was lame bc im so lazy lmao i havent been writing at all lately....i kinda stopped *shrugs* 

[azaraspirit]

lovefromdean replied to your photo: well um so thanks to @lovefromdean ive fallen down...

OMG I ADORE IT

awe thanks bae! i think its an eyesore bc of cas but i promise to make you something better soon!

[azaraspirit]

@lovefromdean hey jace just fy: for sastiel, nsfw fan art isnt really my thing just fyi. i just find it kinda awkward for some reason but id be hella down for gifs and fics and gif manips. 

[feartheophanim]

Like all these pictures are out for season 12 episode 1 and every time I see them I get this overwhelming feeling of DEAN LOOKS JUST LIKE HIS FUCKING MAMA and I don't think that's the correct response but it's all I got...

[feartheophanim]

OKAY, but I can't be the only person looking forward to Mary Winchester finding out she's a pseudo-grandmum to kids like Claire and Alex. Proud Grandmum Mary Winchester Feels.

[feartheophanim]

What Dean doesn’t understand is that the reason he kept Cas’ trench coat after he walked into that lake was because some of his celestial essence remained, like an angelic stain, like a feather left by a bird.

What Dean doesn’t understand is that he’s become dependent on that source of security, that his body craves it.  His body relaxes when Cas is around, possibly because Cas would watch him while he slept, possibly because Cas had gone back in time and introduced himself to Dean over and over again - having been accidentally found by the toddling future hunter a few too many times, possibly because it feels like him.

What Dean doesn’t understand is that carrying that coat, wrapping himself in it as he slept, and holding it while he cried also imbued it with the essence of his humanity, his soul.

That trench coat is a beacon to all of heaven and all of hell and all of the privy supernatural that Dean Winchester and Castiel are connected, marked, taken.

It pisses off all of them.  Some are jealous; some find it despicable.  Some find it intriguing.

Worst of all, Cas knows that Dean doesn’t understand.

[feartheophanim]

Cas is the type of person to see a really flat pebble, pick it up, and pocket it, keeping it forever.

Dean is the type of person to see a really flat pebble, pick it up, and chuck it as far as he possibly can just to watch it fly through the air.

Sam is the type of person to see a really flat pebble, pick it up, and explain the kind of rock it is while showing it to whoever he’s with, which means either showing it to Dean and Dean chucking it or showing it to Cas and Cas hoarding it.

[secretlyashadowhunter]