Emotional wreck
I decided to break up with my boyfriend I’m sure he cheated, he defenanfly lied about several things. I deserve better I want better. I’m too young and mentally mature for his bull shit even if he’s 3 years older than I am.
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Emotional wreck
I decided to break up with my boyfriend I’m sure he cheated, he defenanfly lied about several things. I deserve better I want better. I’m too young and mentally mature for his bull shit even if he’s 3 years older than I am.
I was haunted by the emptiness that filled the hole you left. a grave I still can't bring myself to visit yet. though,
I won't be losing sleep, I still refuse to forget it took me so long to admit we were dead; but we were dead.
You buried it in the backyard of a house that we built with our bare hands, where you said we'd grow old together. I felt safe there, I knew every crooked frame and every creaking stair;
I could have stayed my whole fucking life -
but time, it was never a friend of mine
- casey, haze
"This is not yours alone It hurts me too Please don't say you don't care I know you do In my heart of hearts I know there's more love left for you But love is not enough, I've learned To see the journey through Love is not enough for me If it screams when you hold it" #loveisnotenough #aboveandbeyond #mydrawing #misdibujos #volviendo #backtolife #heart (en Villa Pueyrredón, Distrito Federal, Argentina) https://www.instagram.com/p/BxJk_r5j-Dm/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=r9k3cqhemtvo
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When love is not enough
So here I am again. In the middle of crossroads. Standing with my heart in my hands. Looking at it all bleeding, but still alive. Still beating, still hoping, still believing. I look around.
Here is peace everywhere. Looks so beautiful and nice. The sun is shining, but it is evening and I can picture sunset on the horizon in my mind.
So if I stay and just watch how it hides behind the mountains I will freeze to death, so I know that I need to move to find my place.
I cannot stand on the crossroad for a long time.
So I enjoy one more time the beautiful view and before turning my way I close my eyes, to see myself happy.
I smile, like it is already happening now. I feel it and as soon as I am at peace with myself I look at my heart. Full of scars but so strong and so big as I have never seen before.
I put it close to my chest, back to the place it must be and I feel how I become alive again.
I wasn’t waiting for this. I even forgot what does it mean to be in tune with it again.
I have it back. Back home.
So I take a deep breath. Still smiling. I close my eyes and I see the reflection of the sun in my mind. It is bright and warm and full of joy.
I take one step forward, little scared, but trusting my intuition that my body will do the right move and choose the right path. Still with my eyes closed.
ceremony // casey
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Give me the strength to love myself, as I am told that I am loved. May I believe despite my doubt that someday I’ll be good enough.
Though, still, sometimes you look at me a certain way, and it saves me. If only for the barest moment. If only for an eternity. - SVW 2023