#lovesickseries

[ltsaradharkness]

Got a decision to make.

Can't post a review on a book I haven't purchased on Amazon.

I won it. I didn't buy it. So I can't directly review it. I'm sad about this.

However, I could buy pt 2 and review that once I'm done. But here's the rub. I already have both books in paperback I bought a few weeks ago.

Hmmmm

Also I really like reading on my fone ect because I do t have to carry a book or worry about my book getting messed up.

Hmmm I'll decide after I pay more bills I think.

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I'm Your Junkie

#ImYourJunkie How deep is ur love for me?🤔 I'm starting to think it's fading, like bodies droppin from guns blazing. Just say the words and I'll fall back I'm writing this, smoking up a sack. My heart is in a lapse Super hurt like heart attack. I wanna rip it out to ease the pain But this heart is running the show and that's a shame.. It rather feel me die slow over you than to never imagine thinking of a life with you. I won't survive; like I'm running out of you That flower you once nurtured Is turning into sundew Something ugly something bitter soon the underground will be my sitter; if this love right here you don't consider. Can you do without me? I swear that I can't But I'll shoot out my own heart If you keep denying the transplant. If I can't love you; than let me love him because I'm tired of waiting by the door to let you in.. Im ur junkie #LoveSick #MoneyCashMuse

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Natural Born Sinners

#NaturalBornSinners

You can’t take us alive Forever we are bound Our status is quite complicated Because ur never around But that doesn’t stop my heart from beating It doesn’t stop my heart from lusting Lover I can’t stop crushing It’s easy to recite these bars Because sweet lover; everything you are. As I watch you murder the scenes, Guns blazing like young Mickey. I see no realer For you I shall become a natural born sinner The Mallory of ‘17 natural born killer I’m fiendin he’s my natural born dealer Yes; my soulmate The nigga with the key to my heart; my mind, body and soul.. I’m his as a whole. There’s no way out He’s a trapper He’s trapped and wrapped me up Like 20 bricks in the truck Love me evermore Call me encore This throat is super pure Not superhead; I’m superior… On top; I’m all the way up! Let me show you how to do this kidd No phones, on an island off the grid Give me time to satisfy Deep in my throat; I’m deep in mind.. Smarter than the rest This work is better than the best Headfanie I goes the hardest 😜💦

#MoneyCashMuse #LoveSickPoetryPoems @whobutLiberty

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Where You Are...

#WhereYouAre Hey beautiful star I wanna be where you are But timing is off and u shine never near but far.. I know ur hurt babe, let me mend ur heart. I love u- my dear #LoveApart Forever love me Like we all love summer weather I know ur heart is cold but mine can warm us up like hot desert. Cool me with ur mint lips The ones I love and long to kiss I need you now more than I wanted you then This love is for you #ForeverAndAgain Ur my distant love; my prurient sin. MoneyCashMuse

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End Of Days

#EndOfDays You will love me, My mind tells me lies But I don't care because lovin you keeps me alive. Seeing u across the meadow Wavin bye as I hello Mack of the year No, Mack forever get it clear You give me life Don't let me die My love for you is eternal no lie Let me teach u how to love Thug from the block Love me like you love that glock- On ur waist that roams with u from place to place But u have me here like a safe Tucked, locked and hidden away. #JustKnow That my heart shall love no other My foreign estranged lover. In our thoughts is where we stay In my feeling I remain Forever yours like #endofdays #MoneyCashmuse

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Let Me Purge

#LetMePurge Sweet lover come out to play In the rain; in the wind however the night we shall slay.. Let's rob the nights from the heavens; they're too good 2 know what to do with it. #Mr.Love on the fritz Im on wrist ready to slit I want ur love I admit... I want you to Love me careless I want you to Love me reckless I want to feel nothing but intenseness. I can show you different In the back of the Wraith; tinted Moonroof star lit Must watch👀 this top is immaculate Spit shine brazy Polish'u like pros they train at the navy Over ya head once again! Lemme brag up on him! That kush gives me the power to gag upon him! I want to make it real clear; It's a robbery I'm going to snatch so many unborn souls I'm No purgatory! I surely wanna purge Deep throat and slurp Gargle on him, to tears Call me OG killa; makin souls disappear #moneycashMuse #lovesick

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Drain My Heart

#DrainMyHeart I want to drain this love; drain my heart Will I survive? Can I live a life without loving you? These are some questions that I truly can't answer. Fuck, why am I in love with a gangster I bet you question how am I in love with a thug? Im quite blushing through some memories as I think him up.. He's everything and more; fine to say the least.. Handsome but a gun toting beast I can sit and tell you more, stories of him-I have-forevermore.. Are you someone to trust and confine? By the poolside the most high shined on him. He's the type you more than take a glimpse. Quite the looker like he's all that exist.. With a smile so bright he glanced at me with a bitch on every arm he made a pass at me. Tired of running in the same circles but never getting at me understand that he's single but he's never-not-alone Close in my ear I heard him as he spoke So close I could smell and breathe his cologne. Gangster to the core He recited with a song Young ,rich and fly but his tear drop caught my eye.. I wonder how many bodies has this nigga rung dry.. Tales you shall never know Secrets that he wants to keep The reason why- he tries- to never sleep. Those nightmares haunt and try to creep, out the mouth they want to seep.. You can't take me alive he screams from his dreams.. But I wake him before he dies and tell him that his mind was telling lies. Up he goes "to the money" he says. Trying to disguise; that ruthless part of him but real sees real and I just adore that part him. Shirt less he arises #MOB tatted across his chest Money over bitches so he always profess Far from ordinary this love is, I must confess.. Loneliness is my meet Broken promises between the sheets. Alone at night most nights I sleep, not because I am not great But a thug you are and you and love don't equate. Thug love is strong gotta watch how it lingers Days maybe weeks without a touch to the skin, oh how I'm watching you slip through my fingers I must rely on thoughts of him. His where abouts and finding out; chances are slim. I roll the dice for a better upturn Again by the poolside tanning waiting on his return... Kill me now or forever I will wait There is no life with him in my fate. #moneycashMuse #LoveSick #poetry #poems...

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Me And Everything gotta thing!

#MeAndEverything gotta thing.. I can't go with the simple things in life, your far from that... Love me so hard into 2morrow Love me like Harlem loves Apollo Let's dig deep, Into the #BadLands we go Driving high doin a buck 30 on the road; top down, while the top down. This mouth is yours and too profound; creating havoc in these streets I'm a prodigy in the sheets.. There's no getting away, once we have each other near So near I won't help but to whisper in your ear How you are everything to me.. Everything to my soul and mind- Just us, nothing else exists not even time. Untouchable like Capone Cuff me like George Stone. I wanna be yours always or whenever your around- I swear it's all yours and I won't ever hand it out. Your a God like creature In his image we all are- but you my guy are special; rare like dancing with the devil. But if it's him that you are, snatch my soul and love me endless, love me beyond and love me senseless You are my mate, my wandering soul Please look back from time to time so you won't forget ur way back home.. #MoneyCashMuse LoveSick Poetry Poems