#lovingmattysposts

[lucyxlz]

lovingmattysposts PLEASE COME BACK I NEED YOU QUIET WAS THE BEST FANFIC IVE EVER READ

[freshlove-sturn]

today is a day of mourning

[matthewscherrypie]

Autumn (lovingmattysposts) deactivated. Devastated. Distraught. Shocked..?

I’m not really shocked bc she said she was coming back in may and it’s the middle of June and she hasn’t.. but I’m still so sad 😕

quiet had so much potential, and not only that but she was genuinely my favorite writer. My comfort series was fwb Matt.. and I didn’t even get to reread it..🥲

[bratz-dollss]

i’m not even a triplets fan anymore… but a day does not go by where i am not thinking of Autumn. 💔

[axtivaqe]

Sturniolo tumblr I need your help please.

Tw for mentions of death and murder

Shits been tough for me lately, I'm really mourning the murder of my best friend (even though its been a year and a half) atm and I don't know how to cope/move on. My brother just got taken into custody (He's on a 2 year good behaviour watch list so he prolly blew it) literally a few hours ago as of rn and he could go to prison. Ive been going through a lot of family issues rn and I'm getting into huge arguments with my parent where things just get out of control. This ones not that deep but its like the icing on the fucking cake. My phone stopped working and I can't even unlock it, its literally useless because I cant call or text or anything. Not only that but I've been trying to get a job for months now and no where will hire me, my parents wont help me get money to get a new one or get it fixed and I don't have any old working phones I can use in the meantime. All of this plus the mental health problems I'm going through is just so much and I could really use a distraction, something that I can relate to and make me forget about the reality of everything and Autumns books really did that for me. I relate to y/n in Quiet and In YDKM (You don't know me) so much it was like reading myself in another reality w/ the triplets (ik it sounds corny pls don't make fun of me 😭) and when she deactivated her account I actually cried because I lost access to all her books. Im not asking for your pity or for attention, I just really need y'all to help me find someone who might have YDKM or Quiet saved. I already have a copy of Eastside and the few ss of Quiet and I'm so thankful for that, but I didn't relate to Eastside as much as I did YDKM, and I only have 2 chapters of Quiet. Thank you xx.

[ilove2021chris]

bring back the good old days we all say in unison !

[madi-reads-things]

Where is Autumn?!?!

I’m actually sobbing…

I check the @lovingmattysposts-deactivated20 page almost every day, and when I went to check it today it has been deactivated.

I hope that everything is okay, and I’m not mad that quiet never got finished. I’m really just struggling because their writing was a thing of comfort for me. I was always rereading older series. Autumn also was my main Inspiration in actually sharing my writing.

I know that it’s stupid and childish to genuinely cry over this, but I feel like it came out of nowhere. Apparently she made a post about how quiet was going to end, but now the page is gone.

I really hope that everything is okay, and I hope that she knows that people aren’t mad… just shocked.

-Madi <3

[mattwithabackwardshat]

You dont want to know what my fucking reaction was to finding out autum (lovingmattsposts) FUCKUNG DEACTIVATED HER ACCOUNT. WHAT ABOUT YDKM CHRIS I HAD A WHOLE PLAYLIST DEDICATED TO HIM.