#lovsself

[bloodykneestm]

smoke swirls around him, follows him like a sentient being as he settles against the bar beside her, he puts out his cigarette in an ashtray and slips the stub behind his ear, licking his lips as he looks her over. “can i buy you a drink?” he asks, pulling his wallet from his back pocket. “anything you want.” he smirks.

@lovsself​ / plotted starter! 

[pentaxed-a]

@lovsself && i are getting married @ disney yall invited

[intelligentmiinds]

Lyric Starter || Too Many Thoughts in My Head - Weezer

@lovsself​

“ -- I never wanted to be lonely ... I never thought that life would turn out like this. I never thought that I'd feel empty ... I'm really tired of this Lawrence Welk shit. ”

[murphaes]

@lovsself​ ❛ i can’t breathe , i can’t — ❜ // after connor's death :3 prompt | accepting

                    zoe   had   felt   nothing   but   lost   ever   since   she’d   found   connor.   each   day   since   had   felt   empty,   the   pain   and   numbness   never   seeming   to   stop   battling   for   dominance   within   her.   either   she   felt   everything   or   nothing,   and   she   wasn’t   sure   which   hurt   her   most.   having   to   let   other   people   know   what   happened,   telling   them   that   connor   was   gone,   it   felt   impossible.   it   was   something   she   didn’t   want   to   do.   their   parents   were   doing   it   for   the   most   part,   but   there   were   a   couple   of   people   zoe   had   decided   needed   it   to   be   her.   some   people   who   needed   the   sister   rather   than   the   parents.   and   cher   was   one   of   them.

                    but   now   that   she’s   said   it   out   loud,   now   that   she’s   watching   cher   break   down   in   reaction,   she   doesn’t   know   that   it   was   the   best   idea.   because   zoe   doesn’t   cry   with   her,   doesn’t   do   anything   that   could   be   considered   even   close   to   being   supportive.   her   mother   would   cry   along   and   hug   cher,   her   father   would   stand   there   and   say   nothing   but   still   clearly   be   trying   to   help.   but   zoe   didn’t   do   either,   didn’t   hit   either   end   of   the   scale.   she   stood   there,   watching,   silent,   nothing   about   her   seeming   like   she   was   trying   to   comfort   the   blonde.

                   “   there’s   a   ...   the   funeral   is   just   for   immediate   family.   but   there’s   a   wake.   next   week.   ”   a   hand   is   pushed   forward,   scrap   paper   with   the   information   scribbled   down   offered   to   the   girl.   she   seems   cold,   like   she   doesn’t   care,   but   the   truth   is   quite   the   opposite.   she’d   lost   a   part   of   her   when   she’d   lost   connor,   and   the   thought   of   trying   hard   to   seem   nice   and   supportive   was   just   too   tiring.   “   you’re   can   come.   ”  

[bitmiscuous-a]

it’s teetering     on the shallow end  ------ his heartfelt sentiment of pure, inexplicable curiosity that’d flourished merely moments ago ;   his neck tilts in an unnatural, mechanical way as a finger finds itself tangled between wisps of gold.      ❝      i don’t know why, but i’ve always had such a    soft spot     for blondes   ------        ❞       he speaks nonchalantly,  not an ounce of care in the world as he plays with her hair ;   but there’s a cool,  lascivious undertone to his demeanor that signals peril under this boyish facade.      ❝      is it all natural ?      it’s quite long .        ❞       @lovsself​​​  /   starter call: accepting.

[jbnder-archive]

when you love angst and you’re supposed to be sleeping , but you feel an opportunity for it :

[orumad]

rather kiss me or ???? an old dying goat??? / 4 josh

“well, listen… how old is the goat?” grinning, delighted, and bracing for a shove. “i’m joking, obviously! …what’s the goat dying of? what, it’s important to the decision!”

[wasntsick]

WAS THAT DROOL ON THE CORNER OF HIS LIPS ? Danny’s never seen a girl so blonde and PRETTY , before . is that what EVERYONE looked like here ? ‘ i , uh - ’ back of the wrist wipes at the spit . ‘ did you - WHAT ? ’ / @lovsself .